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My Ten Guilty Pleasures :P

1. Laugh at people who were humiliated in the public's eyes.
2. Spend my parent's money on stuff i really really dont need like shoes with the same look just a different colors and smokes.
3. Play video game until ignores the people around me including my girlfriend.
4. Prank a friend like when me an Azrul prank Alif with Peter answer :P
5. Masturbation
6. Take a shower at 10 pm even though i woke up at 10 am.
7. Watching porn.
8. Smoke in my room .
9. Prank call anybody to think that im from Pizza Hut's Delivery.
10. A little white lie to make a situation better wouldn't hurt either :)

Dont act like im that weak .

Dulu time membe control awek gila gila kita carut membe
cakap apa la budak tu bapak sakai tak renti nak trust awek dia langsung .

Now, bila da terjadi kat kita baru nak sadok .
Baru nak pikir

'Sepatutnya aku jaga awek aku lagi elok doh dulu'

Now da terlambat apa dapat ?
what is done is done .
Betul gak what my friends told me .

'Biar perempuan cakap laki kaki curang tak serious bla bla , asalkan
kita jaga hati kita daripada sakit macam kau ni . Pompan
ni satu je , dorang cakap lebih time laki buat salah , lama lama dorang
pun akan buat benda sama and bila kita marah dia ,
dia akan petik balik salah kita buat dulu . Kau igt pompan nak
ke ngaku yang dorang salah ? tak dapat jeeppp .
Relax ah , pompan kau pegi mana mana ada takyah nak sedih la
kita datang nak lepak enjoy kita enjoy . '

Yeah it is true , i just feel so stupid i only see it now .
Fuck up right ?


'Sebab tu nama aku Mirin , toodles :)'

A bitch in the making . yeah you .

First thing i notice when i woke up is my phone cant stop to fucking ring .
Malas nak layan buat bodoh je la ngn phone tu then baca inbox .

Ada karangan bagai bagai . FINE . semalam senang nak setel harini nak bagi karangan pulak .
Best betul . Anyway another suprise was there was a call from Thara .
Wonder whats up with that huh .

Then tetiba tersentap terigt pasal Syahir terus text dia .
Our text goes like this


Mirin : Weh sorry , cakap nak amek result spm kau arini ? da amek belum ?
aku boleh teman kau , aku tak kerja arini .

Syahir : Dah amek da , takda perubahan doh result aku .

Mirin : Ah fuck gila koyak doh .

Syahir : Kaan , haa . takpe la . aku kali ni buat spm betul betul la .

Mirin : Memang susah nak jumpa kau a jawabnya en . Aku boleh tolong kau study bila
bila aku free nanti

Syahir : haa takpa la mirin , aku just pikir apa yang jadi skang ni mesti ada apa apa en .
takpa ah broo .

Mirin : Yeah betul gak , make sure kau blaja betul betul ok ? anggap cam da masuk u da .
stop main main ok da .

Syahir : haa takpa la . kau gerak dulu . haha . aku lambat setahun je .
lekk la . lagi berapa bulan je lagi spm .

Mirin : Membe yang baik tak tinggalkan kwn dia kat blakang . dia gerak satu jalan skali . haha

Syahir : haha thanks bro . apa apa just massage aku ok :)


'Sebab tu nama aku Mirin , toodles :)'

Stupid Is A Harsh Word Dont You Agree ?

So the other day , lets call myself Mr A , was bored to my pants . Just got back from work and i
have no place to go . So I just dial the one number i know who can cheer my up . Call that dude Mr B .

Mr A : B, bosan ah . jum wayang .
Mr B : Jum Never Say Never
Mr A : Bantai je la

So he pick me up ,Then i ask a question that i dont really want to know the answer to

Mr A : Weh , asal kau suka justin bibier sangat
Mr B : Dia tu satu phenomena dohh .

I swear to god those were the exact same word he answered it .
Anyway , I call GSC , never say never last show 11.15 and now its 11.35.
Shit tada hala tuju balik . So kami pun duduk la dalam kereta depan 7 eleven .

Mr B : A , burger jom
Mr A : function , mana ah burger paling function tgh tgh malam ni ?
Mr B : Oblong selayang jaya !

So we headed there and another coincident, the burger shop was closed today .
time was 2.45 am

Mr B : Weh aku ada idea , jum balik umah kau main ps3 ?
Mr A : Jum je laa .

Sampai rumah , masuk bilik dulu nak main guitar . I just lay down for a while and the next thing i knew , my dad was yelling 'Kau tak pegi kerja ke bangun lambat ni ?'

Woah time flies man . Thank god i ask for leave to my boss on tuesday .

Mr B : A , jum pegi sm , kita beli number maxis baru , kacau kacau orang .
Mr A : Baik juga cadangan mu tu . HAHA jum .

Naik kereta pegi SM pegi maxis center beli number then makan famous amos .
Then pegi entrance nak smoke then Mr B terserempak ngn his beloved ex at cool blog.

Mr B : weh mirin , L*** doh
Mr A : Dia tak pandang kau pun .
Mr B : Nanti mesti dia pandang aku kejap sebelum dia belah .
Mr A : Bet jum dia pandang ke tak .
Mr B : Okay menang sebatang rokok .

The girl paid for her drinks and straight masuk selayang mall .
HAHA i won this time . Meh sini rokok sebatang .

Lesson of the day , when life is not according to your drawing , draw something else to enlighten it . OMG this post is effing lame . Im gonna off now .

Ps, The names were hidden because somebody dont want to mention to the world that he likes Justin Bibier ,


'Sebab tu nama aku Mirin , toodles :)'