I Miss You Bro

Yesterday , when the game was on (Chelsea Vs Barcelona) , at the 90th minute torres scored a goal for chelsea that gave them their victory and at the time all I could think of was 'Kena bahan Shahmir ni' . You see , he was a fan of Fernando Torres and when he went to Chelsea he was devastated by it . Its quite funny actually because i would always tease Liverpool if they lost . Anyway , the moment i realized what i had said shivered me because i cant seem to admit the fact that he died months ago . It is truly unbelievable knowing that i could never talk to him again . Im gonna visit him at the cemetery once i got back . I miss you bro . Al Fatihah buat arwah .

When you love , do you love for me ?

Hello again , Im Mirin and im fucking awesome . Ah heck , kidding again . For the past few weeks i've been listening a lot to Mayday Parade . Yeah they mostly wrote breakup songs and stuff buts thats not the real reason i've been a fan of them . Before i said anything , a sincere apology to my girl emily ross and my buds blink 182 *Papa love you too :3* Anyywayyy , Yeah mayday parade wrote a lot of good songs over the past few years . Including their famous 'miserable at best' to the not so renounce 'Oh well , oh well' , 'When you see my friends' , and 'Stay' but i gotta say my absolute favorite gotta be 'Terrible Things' . I just think the song is brilliant itself the way that they wrote it where its starts from a typical story of a grown man telling his son about his mother . The song basically kicks off with boy meets girl , Boy fell in love , marry the girl and the devastating twist where the girl died . If you haven't heard you SHOULD probably check it out , its worth your time trust me . Its a beautiful song and i love it to bits . Imma leave you guys with the song that is currently on my replay button which is 'Oh well , Oh well' . Its a good song if feel like telling your beloved ex a simple 'FUCK YOU' . LOL okay thats not funny at all . Anyway enjoy and i'll update with you guys soon ait :)

That Doesn't Work For Me

Hello guys ! Its been a while yeah . The picture above was taken on Hakim's birthday and just feel like uploading it . Anyway , from the previous post i posted about studying for my System Analysis Design (SAD) exam and well as it turn out i got a 'D' . That kinda suck hard though . Anyway , imma quit playing around for my upcoming semester and try to be responsible for a change . Been single for quite some time now and i can say that i really needed this . It can be a little lonely at times but hey , atleast i got my families and my friend to stand next to me . People said dont waste your time for people who doesn't appreciate you for the way you are well by people i do mean girl *muahehehe* cut the crap mirin . OK , as i was saying i think im gay ? NO , kidding again i dont actually know what im about to say ? Is that even possible ? hoho . Sooooo, yeah imma leave you guys now . Lots of love to the people that i call my friends . Mirin love you very very much looo . What the fuck ? ergh , BYE !

Exams

Hello friends its me again . So yeah ignore the picture , its just me and my friends fooling around on skype. I was actually sitting beside him at the time . Yeah college kids are so unproductive . Skip the lecture shit . Anyway im studying for my System Analysis Design Exam which is tomorrow morning and i gotta say , its freaking tough . I prefer accounting compare to this . LOL

I bet they force the balls out of the dude to smile . Things are a lil hectic around here with the exams and everything so im a lil stress cause i dont get any time for myself late . Thats all i have to share with you guys for now . Wish me luck cause im gonna need it going into this hell hole . Peace and take good care of yourself :)

These Past Few Days

Hey guys , i just feel like talking to myself . AGAIN . Anyway , over the holiday Syahir went up to me and ask me if i want to join him to Malacca . I thought i was a good idea because its the holiday . Other than sitting at home and being lazy why dont i enjoy myself . Sounds like a good idea right ? So yeah , we went and bought the tickets . We said with syahir's sister Asyila at the time and i'll say , i enjoy myself when i was there . Even though its only Melaka , i did enjoy the get away . We went touring the city , ate awesome food , went to the fun fair , rumah hantu and all those shit . It was great! I spent my birthday there and its totally worth it . Syahmi is studying there so we hang out with him most of the time . Heres a video compilation of us while we were there . Enjoy :)

Some Things Are Just Too Random

Okay i was doing nothing at home and listening to the song by Mayday Parade call Terrible Things . The idea came out of nowhere where i ask myself , why dont you play the piano ? I surprise myself that it took me this long to tell myself to play the keys . So i went on youtube and start looking for a tutorial where i stumble upon few good fellas that taught terrible things on the piano . It took me around 2 hours to play it neatly and my vocals are so messed up playing it . Anyway , heres a video of me playing the piano . Enjoy :)

By the time I was your age

I'd give anything

to fall in love truly was all i could think

that's when i met your mother

the girl of my dreams

the most beautiful woman that I'd ever seen

She said, "boy can i tell you a wonderful thing?"

I cant help but notice you staring at me

I know i shouldn't say this

But, i really believe i can tell by your eyes

That you're in love with me

Now, son I'm only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things

Now most of the time we'd have too much to drink

We'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything

Too young to notice and too dumb to care

But, love was a story that couldnt compare

I said, "girl can i tell you a wonderful thing?"

I made you a present with paper and string

Open with care now im asking you please

You know that i love you, will you marry me

Now son, im only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things

Youll learn one day ill hope and ill pray

That god shows you differently

She said boy can i tell you a terrible thing

Seems that im sick and ive only got weeks

Please dont be sad now, i really believe

You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me

Slow, so slow

I fell to the ground on my knees

Don't fall in love

It's just too much to lose

if given the choice

Then I'm begging you to choose

To walk away, walk away

Dont let her get you

I cant bare to see the same

Happen to you

Now, son im only telling you this

Cause, life can do terrible things

I Do Know How

It ain't easy being in love and in a relationship .

When one is gone then one will need a new love .

Through that moment , you'll know how hard is it to point the blame .

Put the blame on yourself so that it would be easier .

If you choose to live in hatred , it aint no walk in a park .

Now i get it what a friend of mine been saying to me .

'If we choose to hate someone , then the memories would be horrible ,

but if you choose to embrace it and move along , you'll see that the memories

are the one that made you what you are today'

Im sorry I've changed , let others know this cause i couldn't bare to put the blame on you .

Its my mistakes and im thankful that i have to face it for myself not others.

When im gone , you'll need love to take care of you and take my place .

I do hope the best of your happiness with him every single day .

and I do hope that theres someone out there who can make me feel that excitement again .

Until that day comes , take care of yourself and be safe :')