It ain't easy being in love and in a relationship .
When one is gone then one will need a new love .
Through that moment , you'll know how hard is it to point the blame .
Put the blame on yourself so that it would be easier .
If you choose to live in hatred , it aint no walk in a park .
Now i get it what a friend of mine been saying to me .
'If we choose to hate someone , then the memories would be horrible ,
but if you choose to embrace it and move along , you'll see that the memories
are the one that made you what you are today'
Im sorry I've changed , let others know this cause i couldn't bare to put the blame on you .
Its my mistakes and im thankful that i have to face it for myself not others.
When im gone , you'll need love to take care of you and take my place .
I do hope the best of your happiness with him every single day .
and I do hope that theres someone out there who can make me feel that excitement again .
Until that day comes , take care of yourself and be safe :')