The Way You Look Hurts Me

Dear bloggiee,

Sorry to bother you but i just feel like blogging
The date is 29th of July 2010 and the time is showing its 2:27 in the morning

Today i want to talk about Pain.
Pain that we get from the past can never really heal . Am I right or am i right?
Think about it . It is still there. We just dont think about it anymore
I myself still feel the same pain that i suffer before in my life.
Sometimes the pain is still uncomfortably very painful.
It does . I can weep my tears just by thinking of the things tht i have been through.
It was a life that is full with headache and misery and a little touch of happiness
Im not saying that its a total lost. Im proud of myself for being who i am .
It makes me strong when i think about all the shit that i had been through
I love life man . Full with bundle of joy and sorrow .

Think about it , things come and go.
Most of the times , people also come and go .
It the common IT thing everyone to do .
My mother told me if there is a point where you start to worry to much about a person
That is the exact moments when you know you are in deep shit.
A friend of mine once said , If you love someone.
Tell him or her to never trust you .
People can change in a second man .
You once also told me when the baby smile and the sun will shine.
Yet , the baby spit hearing those words.

Stop believing in happy ending because there wont be any
There will only be good times and bad times .
No matter how you would like to see it .
All of it only cause 1 think that we call Pain.
Im a pessimist . It is true . I aint gonna lie to you .
I prefer to look at the ugly side of life instead of prince charming.
I prefer Darth Vader than Obi wan Kanobi.
Not simply because he looks cooler.
Its because he knows how life works.

I am also one hell of a faker .
I'll fake to those who i want to be fake to.
Call me a dick , but you dont know me . Non of you.
If you think that Mirin is this and oh Mirin is that.
Think way deep inside and ask a question.
Is that really Mirin that you're seeing ?
People hurt me . The world hurt me . Until the point that i once gave up.
I'll just tag along and pretends its all good .
I dont have everything that I want but im lucky enough to have what i need.
Yeah , try fixing that motherfucka

Till Then This Your Mirin

Chocolate Lava

Woke up today by my baby.
Bangun agak lambat ah then terus cemas terigt lak yang harini perhimpunan.
Datang datang skola jumpa syahir kat tempat biasa and dapat tau takde perhimpunan
sebab tapak perhimpunan basah . ciss buat penat je aku rush rush.

Ohh btw , its the time of the year again.
I call it no money period because every year usually before raya
i can barely see my parents at home.
Mommy left for Teiping in the morning and daddy goes to port dickson for a week.
Know what that means ? Picking my sis up after school everday . wahh malasnya :(

Oh back to school, recess time was awkwardly in silence as many of my friends were missing.
Yo , Shahkir , Cibih , Din , Hani , Lina , Aiman suma tada kat kantin
Mana korang wehh ? Gilaa senyap doh tadi .
Macha macha pun takda la enth kemana masing masing.
Lepas bell ring masuk lambat sikit sebab lepak lepak dengan the boys jap before masuk kelas.
Masuk masuk it was Add math Sir Nasiruddin punya kelass.
Then tetiba harini mood dia lain macam marah marah lak.
Lepas tu tak pernah pernah nak rotan aku kalau masuk kelas lambat
Dia rotan sekuat hati pula tu . Sadly tu admit , pedih bhaii tangan aku.

Duduk duduk tanya aizat
'apehal mood dia harini?'
he replied
'taktau aku tadi jonzen cakap dia tak paham dia ckp jonzen bodoh'
Dudee , what the fuck doh ?
Then dia ajar sikit . time tu beekhee and hui li bercakap
Tetiba dia cakap
'Boleh tolong diam tak?' *muka ketat*
Then ayat penentu hidup dan mati muka ketat dia
'Hui Li , get out of my class'
Bapak ahh moniter class pun kena halau . gila kering mamat ni .
Gila kesian tgok hui li menangis. Haha.

Then suma kelam kabut cita pasal nasir lepas class dia.
Suma takut sebab last period tu pun addmath lagi mahu kena maki lagi.
Before dia masuk aizat berkata
'Kau tau aku rasa cam apa skang ni mirin? aku rasa macam kita ni dalam sangkar tengah tunggu harimau nak masuk' hahaha gila takut mamat uh
Then dia masuk kelas semua diam je . First time in my life satu kelas diam time addmath.
Sejarah ni bhaii . HAHA.
Mood dia still tak elok gak cakap kitorang bodoh lagi sekali
Then vinoth cakap ngn suhillen , nak tau apa dia buat ?
Kerusi besi tu dibaling ke arah kami . Satu inci lalu sebelah kepala aku bhaii
Itu kalau kena mahu tak benjol kepala . suma takut ngn dia smpai ada yang terus balik.
Apehal la mamat ni doh . Personal problem kat luar takpayah la nak lepaskan kat kitorang
We are only kids kott . Entah matang pun belum lagi

Actually tu je yang nak citakan .
Harap esok things are better la mood dia tu . takpe cikgu esok kami kaunseling cikgu ok ?
HAHA

toodleeess :)

Getting Your Ass Kick

Hands down , the best movie of 2010 for me ;)
Watch it at the movies and balik rumah terus download .
I watch this movie like a dozen times already .
Never get bored from watching it dude.

Directed by Mathew Vaughn and co-produced by Brad Pitt himself
I had always love Vaughn's work as he tends
to have a sense of humor in any of his movies

To name a few of my favorites are
Lock,Stock and Two Smoking Barrels,
Layer cake and Stardust.
Following the successive track KICK ASS!

I dont think that i need to tell you all about the storyline
because you totally need to watch it yourself
Im as a adolescents admits that the movie contains
every aspect of what a teenager wants in a movie
For an example violence,sex,blood,foul language
and so much more awesome stuff.

It totally rocks!
Trust me my friends .

Toodleeesss ;0

Miley Cyrus

Yesterday went to see my BAYBAYY at casa mila .
We played this game called 7 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT YOU.
I know its a Miley Cyrus song . how cute kan ?
Okay back to the game , the rules are simple;

1)Each contestant take a piece of paper and a pen
2)Write the 7 things you like about the other person and make it quick
3)Wait till both of the contestant finish and exchange your papers
4)Read the answers and have fun :)

I totally just made that one up . haha .
Anyway here are MY answers :

1.You LAWA gila
2.I suka when your hair smell nice all the times.
3.You Open minded girl
4.You terima I sebab I Mirin
5.Ego you tinggi tapi still mantain comel :P
6.You merajuk lama but in the end you maafkan i if i buat salah
7.I LOVE YOU

And this are her's :

1.I suka kalau you call i balik lepas habis gayut
2.I suka bila you sanggup susah demi i. contoh :
(a)Walking in the rain dengan i
(b)Sanggup teman i kalau i tak boleh tidur
(c)Hantar i pegi tuition ^^
3.I suka you pujuk i kalau i tengah merajuk
4.I suka you cerita cita lawak, suka gelak dengan you ^^
5.I suka lepak dengan you, rasa macam kita conquer dunia doh haha.
6.I suka bila you taknak lepaskan i when i say goodbye.
7.I suka bila you cakap 'i love you' . I LOVE YOU BIE ♥

See the difference? I LOVE YOU BABY

Congrats

If hurting me was your aim, well jackpot baby !
THANKS

9 Years

New song peeps ! Mirin buat sendiri kot . Cehh poyo je . padahal da lama da buat lagu ni .
Just nak upload today . The title is '9 years' . The song means a lot to so as the person i dedicate it to.
Screw up at the ending there but hey it alright . Im happy with it :)

The lyrics goes like this

Girl you're like a drug that keeps me coming back for more
But in the end all that i can see is sorrow
Sadly, how i wish i never met you girl.
But you surprisingly turn out to be the world

To hold you in my arms turns everything around to dust
Now i am left with nothing but a broken trust
Now in my room all that i can picture
Being with you in time it will all disappear

Do you remember the times when you told me its not the end?
You said your words to take me out of this land
9 more years and still in counting
Spread our love until the morning

On that bus where i met your eyes
For the first time in my life i saw a girl with no price
Things were cool until it gets shaken up
To really love you im simply aint giving up

Do you remember the times when you told me its not the end?
You said your words to take me out of this land
Remember me when you act like you dont care
Remember me when i shouted in despair

Sorrow is the only thing i need
Without it girl my life is incomplete
With you in the dark its simply shining
Spread our love until the morning

Do you remember the times when you told me its not the end?
You said your words to take me out of this land
9 more years and still in counting
Spread our love until the morning

Do you remember the times when you act like you dont care?
Remember me when i shouted in despair
9 more years and still in counting
Spread our love until the morning

9 more years and still in counting
9 more years and still in counting
9 more years and still in counting

The end

I LOVE YOU BABY <3

Hot Chicks

Hey guys , got a story to share with you all .
Okay okay start disini . Theres this one group aka community aka family aka clicks or whatever you call it .
Macam this one teenage community yang HOT. Ter-hot lah boleh katakan.
So lets call them X.
So i had a chat with one of the members from the group . Lets call him A.
The Convo goes like this .

A ; Mirin , bila kau nak join X?
M ; Aku mana hot nak join korang.
A ; Abes tu ! join la kitorang!

Mak aii mamat ni buat lawak ke sial ?
Kau tau tak perli tu apa?
Waduhh waduhh , kira kau auto hot la kalau join korang .
Tak kejar pun la weh bnda bnda suma tu sial .
Take note , pandai dia buat lawak . HAHA

Oh before i forget , I MISS YOU .
No A not you . HAHA

TOODLEEESS ;)

Hey Bitch . Waddup?

Stop talking bout me . Fucking hate it .
Terima je la kalau orang tu da tunjuk MIDDLE FINGER kau .
Kau buat salah so just have some frigging respect for what you just did.
Takpayah nak prasan lebih babe . Orang tada effect pun hilang kau .
Apa la sngat kau tu ? isshh tolong ahh .

I cant tell you what it is but i can tell you what it feels like .

FUCK

Big Boss Dont Say Hello

1st July 2010

It was a great day .
Started off with the education carnival aka hari informasi for smk kepong.
I did my part as the head of multimedia presentation
I cant do the job alone . here is my partner in crime
Ahmad Syahir , Haris Hanafi and Afiq Awalludin .
The presentation went well just ada masalah sikit ngn sound system .
Darn PA system . god do they suck at doing their job >.<'

Habis balik ngn Mama and amek moto pegi makan kat ahbeh mcm biasa.
Da 330 and raja call nak pegi tusyen . ahh tusyen . malasnya .
so pegi la masuk class math . Prem ajar okay la . but prefer christopher ajar .
But nak buat mcm mana en . kawan kawan suma kena masuk kelas prem .
Just go with the flow mirin >.<

So here goes , masuk kelas bm and rooban jerit .
'Mirin , bagitau aku baju hijau tu sapa mirin?'
Aku tgok dari jauh macam kenal . Pka ke ?
Kenapa pka amek bm ?
Sekali dia angkat kepalaa haaa angkat kau .
Teha My Bangla !
HAHA sorry sayang :P
grr , masuk tusyen tak bagitau . Nak merajuk jap ah :P

Lepas kelas bm pegi lepak lepak taktau hala tuju nak kemana .
And teha text ajak lepak sm . So raja yg baik hati itu pun hantar la Mirin ke sm.
Smpai smpai jumpa bangla uh kat macflurry .
So kami beronda ronda la mall tu seperti first time datang sm .
Sumpah bosan weh sm , bila la nak taruk wayang . snooker da la mahal .hampeehhh >.<

Lepak macdonald dengan Nurfatihah .
Her sis call ajak pegi dinner sekali . Mirin pun setuju je la .
So berarak la ke Chop And Steak bersama Laina and Karel (bf dia) woot woot .
Konon double date , tapi mirin jadi patung batu cave kat situ .
Segan yg teramat taktau la apa kena ngn Mirin.
So mirin diam je la . But in all that silence,
I had fun . ada la gelak gelak sikit . haha okay la .
Dalam 10 lebih camtu masing masing kena balik . Esok sekolah kot .

Raja tiba di selayang mall tepat pada masanya dan kami beralih ke Jenglot raja nak makan lak.
Sebabkan mirin ni baik hati , sanggup teman raja .
Raja paksa makann . Paham bahasa tak da kenyang ? lepas tu nak suap suapkan lak.
Dude , malu la ngn u . HAHA .

Takde apa pun actually , saja nak membuang masa korang.
Thnks for reading btw even though tada orang pun yg baca . HAHA

Oh , almost forget
Nurfatihah Binti Jamal Shahid Gurdial , Ti Amo baby :)

Toodleesss :)