The Way You Look Hurts Me

Dear bloggiee,

Sorry to bother you but i just feel like blogging
The date is 29th of July 2010 and the time is showing its 2:27 in the morning

Today i want to talk about Pain.
Pain that we get from the past can never really heal . Am I right or am i right?
Think about it . It is still there. We just dont think about it anymore
I myself still feel the same pain that i suffer before in my life.
Sometimes the pain is still uncomfortably very painful.
It does . I can weep my tears just by thinking of the things tht i have been through.
It was a life that is full with headache and misery and a little touch of happiness
Im not saying that its a total lost. Im proud of myself for being who i am .
It makes me strong when i think about all the shit that i had been through
I love life man . Full with bundle of joy and sorrow .

Think about it , things come and go.
Most of the times , people also come and go .
It the common IT thing everyone to do .
My mother told me if there is a point where you start to worry to much about a person
That is the exact moments when you know you are in deep shit.
A friend of mine once said , If you love someone.
Tell him or her to never trust you .
People can change in a second man .
You once also told me when the baby smile and the sun will shine.
Yet , the baby spit hearing those words.

Stop believing in happy ending because there wont be any
There will only be good times and bad times .
No matter how you would like to see it .
All of it only cause 1 think that we call Pain.
Im a pessimist . It is true . I aint gonna lie to you .
I prefer to look at the ugly side of life instead of prince charming.
I prefer Darth Vader than Obi wan Kanobi.
Not simply because he looks cooler.
Its because he knows how life works.

I am also one hell of a faker .
I'll fake to those who i want to be fake to.
Call me a dick , but you dont know me . Non of you.
If you think that Mirin is this and oh Mirin is that.
Think way deep inside and ask a question.
Is that really Mirin that you're seeing ?
People hurt me . The world hurt me . Until the point that i once gave up.
I'll just tag along and pretends its all good .
I dont have everything that I want but im lucky enough to have what i need.
Yeah , try fixing that motherfucka

Till Then This Your Mirin