Monday, October 25, 2010

Baran Macam Naga


OMG i love this song gila simple and cool.
Aritu dengar kat dalam kereta syahir dgn kak la and taktau
tajuk lagu ni . after search search kat youtube akhirnya jumpa gak

150 Juta Kali - Fynn Jamal



Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Nurfatihah Binti Jamal Shahid Gurdial


I LOVE YOU

I know that I haven't wrote about you in a while but
I just thought you knew that i love you and only you

By loving you including that i would never do anything to harm
you in any way . I just thought you knew this.
I dont know how to prove my love towards you but i really thought you knew
It breaks my heart when you even think
that i would be mad at you over some stupid joke.

I LOVE YOU
read my lips, I LOVE YOU .
I love you and only you.
God knows how thankful i am because you're mine
Im sorry for my jokes . Maybe you didn't get it but
believe me it was never my intention to hurt you okay sayang?

I LOVE YOU
Honestly , i think that saying it would never be enough

I LOVE YOU
NURFATIHAH

love , your Mirin

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Royal Joy


I hate treating someone like a queen
when you're a dirt to em
Im sorry for what i did.
I know it was stupid of me .

I tak layak for you
AT ALL
It kills me to see how im hurting you everyday

Im sorry
again .
If you want this to work out tell me so
Your highness I beg you so


Thursday, October 14, 2010

I'll Be There When Your Heart Stop Beating


Today was so freaking slowww . i mean seriously
Sekolah start lepak ngn nazif . dia sorang je la yang datang in the geng
Then he had to go to the bilik gerakan for something something .
Logai was heading my way and this is our conversation

Mirin: Logai , pegi mana ? ponteng jum?
Logai: Aku tengah ponteng la ni
Mirin: Bosan la sial rasa nak balik je
Logai: Tu ah jum lepak luar minum air
Mirin: Okay ajak rooben

So kami pun panjat la pagar tu mcm orang kurang siuman
Lepak mana ? CIK PURA sudahh pekena nasi lemak ayam sikit
Then masuk la panjat pagar tu balik
Time nak masuk ni siap kena hon ngn kereta mana entah . haha

Then masuk dalam merayau merayau , lepak class tada orang
semua pegi chemistry lab. Then agak agak bosan

Mirin: Weh bosan doh
Logai: Jap aku panggil rooben

*2 minutes later*

Rooben: Weh jum ah ?
Mirin: Mana?
Rooben: Logai ckp nak lepak kat luar?
Mirin: Oh , okay jum

So panjat la balik pagar sekolah tu.
Lepak lama sikit sampai nak abes sekolah baru masuk balik sekolah

Tu je nak sampaikan dalam post ni
Kami bukan nak berlagak gengster ye ?
Just nak sampaikan kepada kawan kawan yang tidak hadir hari ni
Syhir , syami and yo datang la skola SIAL

SIAL

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

All Night , Always


I've been here before a few times to notice that we're dead
Just hope you're reading this

Whoever you are , whether you do know me or not
I dont care anymore

My name is Khairul Amirin
My friends call me Mirin
I dont have any real friends
Its not because they are not real to me they are
With all my heart you cant ask for anyone better to keep me company
I just find it difficult to let anyone in because i know i'll lose em one day

God gave me a friend and i lost mine
Two or three perhaps where my greed get in the way of my friendship

Im lucky i still have someone i depend on
because im basically a man with nothing to loose at all

I MISS YOU FRIENDS
All of you with all of my heart i miss all the people i've hurt
I miss you a lot actually
This is so hard for me to even write this without spilling any tears
Sometimes i just wish i could just walk away but it is so fucking hard

Im sorry for my part in ruining our friendship
I dont blame any of you . Im weak .
You dont deserve me as your bestfriend .
Well i just want you to know that im sorry and i miss you.

I tried to make it better for all of us but i just cant
Whats the point bro ?
Things that i screwed will never be the same .

Goodbye as i wish you knowing that we probably wont be talking to each other again
If you have a friend that you love with all your heart and he or she loves you back
Take my advice and dont screw it up like i did

I dedicate this song to those that i've miss





Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

-Khairul Amirin-

Monday, October 11, 2010

Action To Reaction


I use to ask god

Oh god why are you letting all of this happening to me?

This is what he answered

'NOTHING'

I realize that god dont need to answer anything to us thats already answered
You dont know what you got until its gone.
To gain something you must loose something thats equal the value
Everything happen for a reason .

Those are the answers he gave us .
And its true . i do believe that every thing happen for a specific reason
it may be a good one or even a bad one . there are still changes
Sometime when you loose someone who is really important to you
You will meet someone who is far more awesome than the one you just lost

Just because you're loosing doesnt mean you're lost
Just because you're hurting doesnt mean you're hurt

THANK YOU GOD


Sunday, October 10, 2010

Its Your Hardest Part Of Living


No it will not be okay in the morning if that is what you're hopping
Thanks

Saturday, October 9, 2010

I Love You Right to My Bone Marrow :)


Just for you because i love you so nurfatihah :)




Another girl? Another planet my baybayy

Friday, October 1, 2010

The Ghost I Love To Haunt


The first song that I wrote about my mum!
This song reminds me of how she had been through hell to keep this family .

To MAMA , I love you mum!
You're the best mother i ever had . HAHA :)



The first time you cried
you pulled me away
You could have seen the stardust
but you were too afraid

Then she asked me,
Is this for real ?
I said i dont know
She got one last appeal

Then she sees me
Staring at the moon
I guest im looking for a shooting star
Can you come by here soon?

Can you tell me if this is our song?
I'll be counting from one to nine
Again and again
Im gonna love you tonight

If you think we started off wrong
And im not your perfect son
I'll let you go just to let you know
That i dont want to fight

For him
for you and I
Because you are the ghost i love to haunt

He broke our bond
he drown our home
But in the end everybody knows
Time goes fast and sometimes slow
But Maa with me you'll never get old

She asked me
Am i for real?
I said i dont know because i know
I got one last appeal

The she sees me
Staring at the moon
She said no need to wait for that shooting star
Our house is bound to doom

Now if you think that this is our song?
I'll be counting from one to nine
Again and again
Imma love you tonight

And if you think we started off wrong
Im not that perfect son
I'll let you go just to let you know
That i dont want to fight

For her
For you and I
Because you are the ghost i love to haunt

You're looking for that
Paranoia
My daddy said to me
'Well son, its nice to know yeahh'

So pathetic
Ordinary
Blaming me for what he did with that bitch

Then he said
Son this is our song
You can count all you want
Im gonna leave her tonight

He thinks we started off wrong
You're no perfect son of mine
Just hope you know
That i dont want to fight

For her
for you and I .
Because you are the ghost i love to haunt

END