All Night , Always

I've been here before a few times to notice that we're dead
Just hope you're reading this

Whoever you are , whether you do know me or not
I dont care anymore

My name is Khairul Amirin
My friends call me Mirin
I dont have any real friends
Its not because they are not real to me they are
With all my heart you cant ask for anyone better to keep me company
I just find it difficult to let anyone in because i know i'll lose em one day

God gave me a friend and i lost mine
Two or three perhaps where my greed get in the way of my friendship

Im lucky i still have someone i depend on
because im basically a man with nothing to loose at all

I MISS YOU FRIENDS
All of you with all of my heart i miss all the people i've hurt
I miss you a lot actually
This is so hard for me to even write this without spilling any tears
Sometimes i just wish i could just walk away but it is so fucking hard

Im sorry for my part in ruining our friendship
I dont blame any of you . Im weak .
You dont deserve me as your bestfriend .
Well i just want you to know that im sorry and i miss you.

I tried to make it better for all of us but i just cant
Whats the point bro ?
Things that i screwed will never be the same .

Goodbye as i wish you knowing that we probably wont be talking to each other again
If you have a friend that you love with all your heart and he or she loves you back
Take my advice and dont screw it up like i did

I dedicate this song to those that i've miss





Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

-Khairul Amirin-