I Miss You Bro

Yesterday , when the game was on (Chelsea Vs Barcelona) , at the 90th minute torres scored a goal for chelsea that gave them their victory and at the time all I could think of was 'Kena bahan Shahmir ni' . You see , he was a fan of Fernando Torres and when he went to Chelsea he was devastated by it . Its quite funny actually because i would always tease Liverpool if they lost . Anyway , the moment i realized what i had said shivered me because i cant seem to admit the fact that he died months ago . It is truly unbelievable knowing that i could never talk to him again . Im gonna visit him at the cemetery once i got back . I miss you bro . Al Fatihah buat arwah .

When you love , do you love for me ?

Hello again , Im Mirin and im fucking awesome . Ah heck , kidding again . For the past few weeks i've been listening a lot to Mayday Parade . Yeah they mostly wrote breakup songs and stuff buts thats not the real reason i've been a fan of them . Before i said anything , a sincere apology to my girl emily ross and my buds blink 182 *Papa love you too :3* Anyywayyy , Yeah mayday parade wrote a lot of good songs over the past few years . Including their famous 'miserable at best' to the not so renounce 'Oh well , oh well' , 'When you see my friends' , and 'Stay' but i gotta say my absolute favorite gotta be 'Terrible Things' . I just think the song is brilliant itself the way that they wrote it where its starts from a typical story of a grown man telling his son about his mother . The song basically kicks off with boy meets girl , Boy fell in love , marry the girl and the devastating twist where the girl died . If you haven't heard you SHOULD probably check it out , its worth your time trust me . Its a beautiful song and i love it to bits . Imma leave you guys with the song that is currently on my replay button which is 'Oh well , Oh well' . Its a good song if feel like telling your beloved ex a simple 'FUCK YOU' . LOL okay thats not funny at all . Anyway enjoy and i'll update with you guys soon ait :)

That Doesn't Work For Me

Hello guys ! Its been a while yeah . The picture above was taken on Hakim's birthday and just feel like uploading it . Anyway , from the previous post i posted about studying for my System Analysis Design (SAD) exam and well as it turn out i got a 'D' . That kinda suck hard though . Anyway , imma quit playing around for my upcoming semester and try to be responsible for a change . Been single for quite some time now and i can say that i really needed this . It can be a little lonely at times but hey , atleast i got my families and my friend to stand next to me . People said dont waste your time for people who doesn't appreciate you for the way you are well by people i do mean girl *muahehehe* cut the crap mirin . OK , as i was saying i think im gay ? NO , kidding again i dont actually know what im about to say ? Is that even possible ? hoho . Sooooo, yeah imma leave you guys now . Lots of love to the people that i call my friends . Mirin love you very very much looo . What the fuck ? ergh , BYE !

Exams

Hello friends its me again . So yeah ignore the picture , its just me and my friends fooling around on skype. I was actually sitting beside him at the time . Yeah college kids are so unproductive . Skip the lecture shit . Anyway im studying for my System Analysis Design Exam which is tomorrow morning and i gotta say , its freaking tough . I prefer accounting compare to this . LOL

I bet they force the balls out of the dude to smile . Things are a lil hectic around here with the exams and everything so im a lil stress cause i dont get any time for myself late . Thats all i have to share with you guys for now . Wish me luck cause im gonna need it going into this hell hole . Peace and take good care of yourself :)

These Past Few Days

Hey guys , i just feel like talking to myself . AGAIN . Anyway , over the holiday Syahir went up to me and ask me if i want to join him to Malacca . I thought i was a good idea because its the holiday . Other than sitting at home and being lazy why dont i enjoy myself . Sounds like a good idea right ? So yeah , we went and bought the tickets . We said with syahir's sister Asyila at the time and i'll say , i enjoy myself when i was there . Even though its only Melaka , i did enjoy the get away . We went touring the city , ate awesome food , went to the fun fair , rumah hantu and all those shit . It was great! I spent my birthday there and its totally worth it . Syahmi is studying there so we hang out with him most of the time . Heres a video compilation of us while we were there . Enjoy :)

Some Things Are Just Too Random

Okay i was doing nothing at home and listening to the song by Mayday Parade call Terrible Things . The idea came out of nowhere where i ask myself , why dont you play the piano ? I surprise myself that it took me this long to tell myself to play the keys . So i went on youtube and start looking for a tutorial where i stumble upon few good fellas that taught terrible things on the piano . It took me around 2 hours to play it neatly and my vocals are so messed up playing it . Anyway , heres a video of me playing the piano . Enjoy :)

By the time I was your age

I'd give anything

to fall in love truly was all i could think

that's when i met your mother

the girl of my dreams

the most beautiful woman that I'd ever seen

She said, "boy can i tell you a wonderful thing?"

I cant help but notice you staring at me

I know i shouldn't say this

But, i really believe i can tell by your eyes

That you're in love with me

Now, son I'm only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things

Now most of the time we'd have too much to drink

We'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything

Too young to notice and too dumb to care

But, love was a story that couldnt compare

I said, "girl can i tell you a wonderful thing?"

I made you a present with paper and string

Open with care now im asking you please

You know that i love you, will you marry me

Now son, im only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things

Youll learn one day ill hope and ill pray

That god shows you differently

She said boy can i tell you a terrible thing

Seems that im sick and ive only got weeks

Please dont be sad now, i really believe

You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me

Slow, so slow

I fell to the ground on my knees

Don't fall in love

It's just too much to lose

if given the choice

Then I'm begging you to choose

To walk away, walk away

Dont let her get you

I cant bare to see the same

Happen to you

Now, son im only telling you this

Cause, life can do terrible things

I Do Know How

It ain't easy being in love and in a relationship .

When one is gone then one will need a new love .

Through that moment , you'll know how hard is it to point the blame .

Put the blame on yourself so that it would be easier .

If you choose to live in hatred , it aint no walk in a park .

Now i get it what a friend of mine been saying to me .

'If we choose to hate someone , then the memories would be horrible ,

but if you choose to embrace it and move along , you'll see that the memories

are the one that made you what you are today'

Im sorry I've changed , let others know this cause i couldn't bare to put the blame on you .

Its my mistakes and im thankful that i have to face it for myself not others.

When im gone , you'll need love to take care of you and take my place .

I do hope the best of your happiness with him every single day .

and I do hope that theres someone out there who can make me feel that excitement again .

Until that day comes , take care of yourself and be safe :')

I had a great year

Okay to those who know me would probably know how im a fucking big fan of

errr wait for it,

EMMY THE GREAT ! aka Emma Moss .


Anyway , i was doing this trend on twitter #100ThingsILove
So i tweet and keep tweeting until i got to number 43 .

I tweeted
'#100ThingsIlove 43.@Emmy_The_Great Big fan btw'
Then i stopped tweeting cause i was about to do my maths test.

So i did manage to do the text when i got the twitter's notification .
When i step out of the exam hall and was walking to my friend and check my blackberry ,
This is what i saw ..


Thats right ! She replied my tweets !
You should've seen the look on my face !
I was like screaming and jumping and bouncing .
It was like one of the happiest moment of my life .
That moment right there , is fucking priceless .

Ruff and Im was like , 'kau ni menang duit ke apa ?'

I know to it probably means nothing , but to me .
It was the highlight of the year.
I've been crazy over this musician for years !
I even started a band because she was my true inspiration to write songs in the first place.

Im really blessed . Thank you Emmy . I love you to bits !
Thank You :)

Im Innocent I tell you

People get hurt as often as a flower being picked .
It aint easy hurting somebody , you gotta have a lot of courage .

I myself hurt someone before . Okay maybe theres more than one .
Anyway , who havent ?

It is just something that you gotta do .
If it doesnt feel right than it means that things are not right.
Sure people would hate you for it but you gotta remember the reason
that you choose to made it in the first place .
Hopefully that would keep you strong through the night .

Im blessed that i know im not another asshole that keeps hurting people
whenever i choose to .
I am sorry for my actions . That leads me to Sanity .
I hope you can too in a way it would give you satisfaction .
Toodles.

Im Sick

First time demam kat hostel . Waddup ?



Anyway , thats all i gotta say . Good Bye :)

I think girls are weird

Okay here goes , hello again people .
As you may not know what i've been to these past few weeks ,
anyway that shit belongs to none of y0u so ,

I want to talk about girls . THEY ARE WEIRD .
Well they are . Boys , back me up here .

Nowadays , girls on twitter are pretty much pathetic .
Seriously , i hate to see what women have to turn up to be nowadays .
It is so unfair to us guys . OK maybe im being a little stereotype here but
think about it ..

Dont you think they are getting desperate by days ?
And some of them thinks that the world revolves around them .

Who gives a fuck man ? Seriously , you are really starting to get on my nerves .
And mostly , girls are getting sluttier by the minutes .

PUT SOME FUCKING CLOTHS ON BITCH
Dont expect me to be mesmerize by your cleavage .
Sure they are nice , but i dont think i wanna know you once thousands of guys
are imagining what your boobs look like .

Heck , i might just turn out gay . LOL .

Im Hype !

What is up motherfucker ?

Okay sorry la jgn terasa kena panggil mofo -__-

Haha anyway just wanna update my blog .

Im here at MMU cyberjaya and this weekend stayback tak balik . GOSH .

So today i woke up and main Fifa 12 for 3 hours . Oh yes i did .

You see i found myself a new addiction . GAMING .

Other than that , we talk about it over and over and decided that we

should cancel the melaka trip because our drummer cant perform on the day

due to his swollen fingers . Kesian kan ?

Feels sorry for you bro but im gonna keep my words and not panic .

Shit !

Anyway , thats all . and to my followers , please know that im still using this blog and im gonna try to update it if possible .

TOODLES ! :D

Im Awaken

Hello people , its me again . Yeah Mirin . Bosan en dengar?

Let me share a warm welcome first .

Okay this is me saying hello or waddup ? No ? No ? Nevermind .

Today i want to talk about HATERS .
GOSSHH such an awful words to begin with .
Lets begin .

I was online and i stumble upon this page that hates people that hang around in

'Pavilion Kuala Lumpur'

Okay what they do with the page is that they would post random pictures of teenagers that happen to be hanging around the mall .
For an example , I'll show you .



Get the picture ? so in the page owner's defense , what the hell were y0u thinking girl?
For the girl on the other hand , she just look like a teenager growing up and trying to find the mean of life. Cant blame her. People really tend to make mistakes like this at this point of age.

Now i just think that these people are bunch of hypocrites .
I actually felt sorry for the people that were bashed by them .
For an example what I've learnt , the would only make fun of people like this .
When it came to REALLY hot girls they would say like 'Aww Comel'

Dude what the EFF ?
How can people be so immature at times and not think of their volatile actions
I mean sure its fun to make fun of people but what if lets say
Someone post a picture of your sister in there ?
Now wouldn't that upset you in a way ?

It would hurt you and you know it yourself for fuck sake .
This girl belongs to somebody too bro . Shes a daughter of a women.
A sister or cousins to someone .

Think about it before KARMA reacts .

PEACE MUCHACHOS

I Lost A Friend

To those who haven't read about Shahmir .
Here are a link to my previous post when i was still at school.

http://fyiyouareugly.blogspot.com/2010/06/come-back-home.html

Shahmir's death was so sudden and I never thought he would go this soon .
You see , the hard thing about Shahmir's death was all of us knew this day would come.
He was told to be fighting stage IV bone cancer's for the past 3 years .

It all started when Aizat call me and told me about Shahmir's death was i was in campus .
Weird thing was when i saw my phone was ringing and it says 'Aizat Akhir' is calling .
I kinda knew . That my friend was no longer breathing .

So all of us came home and attend his funeral .
The look on his family's face was horrifying as it is .
These are the people who knew me when i was a little kid till today .
It is not much that we can do except to pray for his well being in the other realm .

All of us shed our tears and some cant took the pain of his leaving .
Vinoth of all people was moaning to me how he had wrong Shahmir and how he would gave anything just to ask for Shahmir's forgiveness .
It ain't easy saying goodbye to a friend . Trust me peeps , it stinks .
To be thinking about all of the things i wanted to say to him .
All the promises that i didnt kept .

I promise him to take him skating at sunway pyramid when he's all well and he never got the chance .
God must have love the boy is what they say and indeed he was loved .

The last thing that i was able to say to him a week before he passed away .

'Shahmir , aku kena balik cyber da ni . Aku nak kau jaga diri kau elok elok Mir . Jgn lupa kitorang semua kat sini sayang kau Mir'

It was as if i knew that was going to be the last thing i could say to him .
I grab his hand for a while and let it go . Then he offered me his hand for more affection .
I will never forget that last moment i had with him . Now all of those are just memories .

Now i would like to dedicate this post to him . And if you guys could pray for him .

There are thousands of words that i want to say to him but if i was given the chance i would like to say .

'Dont be afraid , be brave to find yourself. Dont feel the pain , live through it . Dont regret , you have nothing to feel sorry for yourself . Dont hold it in , let it go and forgive me my friend for not being there . Forgive me for my wrongs to you . Forgive me the promises I didnt kept . Forgive me you weren't given the chance to live like i did . You are strong and i hope to learn from you . Goodbye Mir . This is not the end of us . We will meet again and this is a promise im going to keep okay bro ? I love you . We all love you . Dont you ever not even for a second forget that . Goodbye'



Thanks

Im New

Hello Strangers .
I've decided to start blogging again and i know its been too long since i left this thangg.
So YEAH . Thousands of apology here . Im gonna try to update my blog as often as i can .
PROMISE . winky winky braahhhh

To start things off . As you knew me , i like to keep it simple without explanation .
So heres are the events that took place since i left you guys .

• Enrolled myself to Multimedia University Cyberjaya and college life fucking ROCKS !
• Mom's been sick . She was admitted to the hospital a few times and had an operation.
• An old good friend of mine passed away recently . Its gonna be the highlight of my life. You can read on how wonderful he is in the previous blog . MORE ON THAT LATER .
• Broke up with Teha . Now this also gonna be one of the highlight of my life . MORE AND HER LATER
• Met tons of fucking awesome people in college . We got Salihin , Ruff , Nadzmi , Kamil , Zul , Sarah , Nik , Muni and many more . MORE ON THESE PEOPLE LATER .

Well I think that should be enough to keep you guys occupied .
So do keep yourself updated with the upcoming post .

PEACE I LOVE YOU MUCHACHOS :D

Beranak

The other day I was doing this essay for Syaqir ,
he was applying for this scholarship so he ask for my help to do the essay for him
Anyway , while i was writing Syaqir said

'Tapa Mirin , aku make sure aku hiburkan hati kau'

Then he took out a piece of paper and a pen .
This is the outcome




You know what is so funny about this drawing ?
Me and ejoy are horribly drawn and it doesn't show any resemblance.
Mail was suppose to be our friend Syami .
Mail is the name of his father Ismail.

Take a look at this picture and you tell me who does that drawing resembles

Okay Syami is the middle to the right but his father is the one next to him to the left.
If you notice , the drawing really resembles Ismail himself .
HAHAHA

Syahmi jgn bunuh aku ok . hahaha

Friendship

How sad it is thinking of saying goodbye to your friends ?
Thanks to those who was able to attend to my barbecue party .
To those who cant , im sorry you couldn't make it .

Nazhif is going to Uitm Sri Iskandar Perak the day after the event
and i'll be going to mmu in cyberjaya this coming sunday .
Syahmi , Syaqir and adib are also be furthering their education .
So this barbecue is kinda farewell party instead,
Enjoy some pictures while you're at it.

Old Timess

My sister was so cute back then .
Love you guys <3

Ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Would you look at this poor women's face ?
This is the face when she found out that shes about to go to college . haha .

Okay so as most of you know , i told people i wanted to do law .
but i changed my mind because law is a really tough course to take.
Most of my friends told me about the dropouts of law .
So instead of doing law , i choose to pursue my studies in Information Technology

I'll do a foundation in Information Technology and a degree in network programming
and work as a intel law officer .
Hey that have something to do with law jugak betul tak ?
Am i smart or what ? HAHA .

My university of choice is .
da da da drum roll pleaseeee .




Multimedia University !
Its in cyberjaya and the place is effing hot ( weather not the social status )
Well daddy did offer me Uitm which is in Dungun , Terenganu .

Dude ! thats kampung !
actually my kampung is in Kuala Berang , Terenganu
haha anyway , taknak study jauh jauh lagipun uitm offers diploma
and im looking for foundation so lagi cepat i can do my degree .
so MMU it is then . Mirul kat mmu , dia ckp mmu okay best bla bla bla

so why dont i just give it a shot huh ? i'll be enrolling this 6th june .
Wish me luck guys !

:)

Before Our Heart Decides Its Time to Love Again

I miss you