You'll Be The Death Of Me

I feel like im loosing a little bit of myself day by day .
I lost it . i cant sleep at night . wondering and wondering what the fuck is going on with this head .
I've given everything but its clearly not enough for u.

A best friend , Ticks of time , An old crush , Sanity of my mind .
EVERYTHING .

What do i get out of all this ? nothinggg.
Even a blind dumb-fuck could see that you're killing my inside .
Hidup memang tak adil . Itu apa yang u suka cakap .
Its clearly not fair when you're not being sane with urself .
Sudah sudah la tu doh . Cukup ahh aku takleh terima da doh .

Sapa je aku ni en ? Kalau kau couple ngn aku pun kau segan nak mengaku kan ?
I knew it all along . But did I ever say a word against it ? NO .
I'll just play along because i hope that all the patients would worth a while.
When you have nothing not even yourself its clearly tht you are stupid Mirin.

Hey , its totally cool for me if you wanna keep on lying to yourself.
Do whatever you want . Its your life kan ?
Im clearly not a part of your life anymore.
Thats what you want right ? Or its not?
Takes a million year for you too answer that . I bet on that.
I'll be waiting . I dont mind .
But dont think im your puppet for you to push around .
My patients can take me this far . And im not so sure if it would go any further.

Before The Worst

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain

So explain to me, how it came to this
Let's take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
With vodkas and coke, I was guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before too late
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong

There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? Cuz I don't wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before too late
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong

Dear RETARD

Please stop being a retard ? Please ?
Dude , im begging you man please..
Pretty please ?

Okay , its clearly not working.
You're still a bloody retard .

Weh lancau , kalau kau anggap kau tu kawan aku la en.
Okay takpayah la susah sgt kau nak paham dgn that thick head of yours.
If you even take me as your friend once .
Kalau ada benda tak puas hati , say it to my fat face will yeah ?
Babitkan diri aku sorang . tak payah nak babit kan orang lain tau .

Dude , hal kecik laaa . Come on la .
Kalau taknak kawan ngn aku tu okay la nak buat cam mne en .
Tapi kau penah tak terpikir yang orang naik nyirap tgok muka kau tu?

Kau tunjuk EMOSI kau sini sana .
Kau takpenah terpikir ke yg orang pun mampu marah ngn kau ?

Kau kutuk kutuk aku belakang ngn kwan aku sendiri pun .
Kau penah terpikir tak yang kwn aku sendiri tu pun kutuk kau gak.

Kau BODOH la doh . Serious la .
Dgn perangai CHILDISH kau yang tak bertempat tu lagi .
Apa yang kau cuba buktikan ?
That you're the best among the human race?
Weh takde manusia perfect la dalam dunia ni babi oi.
Semua orang penah buat mistake. Whether its forgiven or not je.
Kalau kau rasa kau perfect sgt kau pegi gali diri tinggal dalam gua .
Serious doh memang tempat tu sesuai for your god damn ego.
*Tiru ayat kwn aku yg kutuk kau sendiri*

Manusia boleh berubah in a split second tau tak ?
Apa hak kau nak benci orang yg penah buat silap ?

What a fucking CRYBABY .
Of all the people . Its you we're talking about here.
I feel sorry for you man for being a retard that you are.

Aku bukan nak cakap aku ni PERFECT mcm kau .
Atleast aku takde bawak bawak mulut .
Orang dengki kan ? Camtu la . Mana boleh nak tgok orang lain happy.
Aku admire la kau doh . Seriously man . You're so messed up.
Ever think about that bitch ? Dont think that the world evolves around you retard.
Its not . You're just one of us . No diff from the other.

Get a freaking grip of yourself.
Cry to your mama if you have to.
I dont give a damn . Just make sure that EGO of yours is gone.
Then we'll fucking talk .

TOOOODDDLLLEEEESS :)