You'll Be The Death Of Me

I feel like im loosing a little bit of myself day by day .
I lost it . i cant sleep at night . wondering and wondering what the fuck is going on with this head .
I've given everything but its clearly not enough for u.

A best friend , Ticks of time , An old crush , Sanity of my mind .
EVERYTHING .

What do i get out of all this ? nothinggg.
Even a blind dumb-fuck could see that you're killing my inside .
Hidup memang tak adil . Itu apa yang u suka cakap .
Its clearly not fair when you're not being sane with urself .
Sudah sudah la tu doh . Cukup ahh aku takleh terima da doh .

Sapa je aku ni en ? Kalau kau couple ngn aku pun kau segan nak mengaku kan ?
I knew it all along . But did I ever say a word against it ? NO .
I'll just play along because i hope that all the patients would worth a while.
When you have nothing not even yourself its clearly tht you are stupid Mirin.

Hey , its totally cool for me if you wanna keep on lying to yourself.
Do whatever you want . Its your life kan ?
Im clearly not a part of your life anymore.
Thats what you want right ? Or its not?
Takes a million year for you too answer that . I bet on that.
I'll be waiting . I dont mind .
But dont think im your puppet for you to push around .
My patients can take me this far . And im not so sure if it would go any further.