You Show Me How To Feel Nothing

Semalam pegi makan satay ngn raja .
Pastu tetiba ada tiga kereta datang dgn baju malaysia bendera kuning
jerit jerit Malaysia menang ! Malaysia menang ! Yes kau sorang je ada tv kat rumah.
Kitorang semua ni miskin takda kan ?

Bapak kampung gila perangai aku tak paham betul laa.
HYPOCRITE pulak uh . Time dulu bukan main kutuk kutuk bola malaysia tak bole pegi mana
ni ada menang cup sikit nak bajet bajet PATRIOTIK . Kau pegi hisap la wehh .
Igt dulu kawan aku main bola wakil skolah kena maki ckp malaysia bola
mana boleh pakai now dia pulak over . Ya allah tak paham aku .
KAMPUNG nak mampus .

Btw , congratulation to Malaysia for wining the first leg 3-0 to Indonesia .
All the best to the squad .

Okay nak cerita benda lain pulak .
Lepas tu ejoy ajak lepak sekali ngn Shah naik kereta Shah,
Diorang pun pick up aku , pegi la jalan mana entah .
Tetiba ejoy tanya .

Ejoy : Mirin takda awek mana mana ke nak lepak?
Mirin : Aku mana contact dorang da dohh .
Ejoy : Ala check la contact kau .
Mirin : Takda joy , dalam phone ni ada num yang aku rapat je , yang lain aku da buang kot.
Ejoy : Aku ada sorang minah ni . Tapi kat Subang laah .
Shah : Malas ah joyy . Jauh kot .
Mirin : Tau takpa daripada Subang alang alang baik call Yunuz lepak ngn dia terus .
Ejoy : Alaaa jum la aku dah lama tak jumpa dia . Shah , dia support duit minyak .
Shah : Jum je laa . Dia support minyak .
Mirin : Tak kisah ah . aku tau balik sebelum pukul 5

So we went to Subang and waited for Ejoy's friend at Sunway Pyramid .
Mau sejam gak tunggu si Durjana tuu . Last last dia call ajak lepak appartment dia
So kami pun berdiskusi

Ejoy : Mcm mana ? Nak lepak appartment dia tak ?
Mirin : Entah la . kalau nak lepak mamak aku takda duit ni .
Shah : Taknak ah doh . kang jadi lain macam .
Mirin : Ahh kau joy kau buat benda tak patut aku ngn shah tinggal kau .
Ejoy : takpa ah takyah ah . kita amek dia lepak mamak sudah .

Pastu kami pun pegi la mengambil minah uh apa nama entah . Aku follow je .
Bawak lepak Sri Bidara minum minum . Minah ni pelik uh .
Cakap mcm gangster . muka tak puas hati .
Aku tgok mata merah , kaki bergegar . Dia ni layan ganja ke apa doh ?

Then dia bukak soalan mahal . Aku lupa nama dia so lets just call her S

S : Eh i nak tanya ni . Korang layan dadah tak ?
Ejoy : Tak
Shah : NEVER
Mirin : Tak , asal ? nak cari stock ke ?
S : I baru lepas hisap ni .

Apa kebodoh ? pegi bangga bagitau orang ?
Sumpah bangang . Nasib baik la kitorang ni baik .
Kalau dapat kat tangan lelaki perangai cam setan uh ?
Tak ke kena rogol kau tepi jalan tu ?
ISH ISH ISHH .

So jam da pukul 5 kami pun balik laa . Time nak hantar minah ni balik

Mirin : Kitorang hantar kat rumah u tadi eh ?
S : Eh please jangan . Tu bukan my house , tu rumah Uncle I .
Mirin : Then where is your house ?
S : Kat BANGI . alaa DEKAT jeee .

Aku dah garu kepala dahh . Kepala otak dia nak pi hantar bangi minah ni .
So kami TERPAKSA la hantar kat bangi . Nasib baik dia ni cukup waras boleh bgtau arah semua .
Agak jauh gak la rumah dia . mahu gak 20 kilometer selepas belok kiri kanan kiri kanan .
Akhirnya sampai rumah dia . Then ejoy tanya .

Ejoy : Duit minyak mana ?
S : Esok you bagi account bank you .
Ejoy : Huh buat apa ?
S : Bank-in duit minyak laaa .

Waduhhhhhhhhhhhh . aku naik gila sial layan perangai minah ni .
Then bersambung convo .

Mirin : Ni kitorang balik nak lalu mana ni ?
S : Macam biasa laa . *Pap tutup pintu kereta masuk rumah*

Apa ke sial minah ni ? Macam biasa ? MACAM BIASA ?
weh kau igt rumah aku belakang rumah kau kee ?
aduhhh thanks kepada Ejoy memperkenalkan kitorang kat manusia macam ni .
Then round round mahu gak sejam baru jumpa highway nak balik ke Kuala Lumpur.
Sampai rumah dalam pukul 730 . TIDURRR .

Pastu bangun lambat pegi kerja . CISS kau S . apa nama dia ah ?
HAHAHA

Toodleeees

Itulah Love

Have you ever been in a situation , where you're in a middle of a relationship and you start to wonder how can you guys really be with the other guy/gall in the first place? This has been twitching my mind for quite some time now. I realize that the first thing that brings me together to most of my ex and my girlfriend is my ex herself. I was trying to move on from the relationship until i push myself to take a chance and get to know other people . Guest what ? It totally works. The girl before that , totally the same . Now ain't that something huh ? I dont know bout you guys but it totally happen to me .

Lipas Bergaduh

I love my girlfriend.

I love how she makes me feel when im around her.

I love how i try to look like everything is okay even when my head is in a mess
so that i wouldn't worry her.

I love the way that i have to tease on her appeal
so that she wont find out shes a knockout even when im around her.

I love how I can be so mad and wanted to rip my head off at times and
and miss her a second after that

I love how she talks about me .
She makes me sound like im no one just how i like it to be
because i want to be the only guy in her life who really knows who she really is .

I love thinking about her and i still
cant figure out what her favorite meal is.

I love when she talks about how our life is going to be .
She sounded like we're gonna last forever and im really looking forward to that

I love how she dont get my jokes because
i can repeat the same joke over and over again
so that by the time that knew about it
I'll be the one whose laughing with her.

I love how im at work and all that i can think of is
how her day is doing her.

I love how she tells people how horrible i am to her friend when she's pissed off at me
so that i can prove to them that
im the guy who deserves to have her at the end of the day .

I also love when she blog about me whether she's happy with me or the other way
so that i know what is going on and the outcome of our relationship.

I love declaring what we are having is a relationship .
Pumps me up everytime when it came to my mind.

I love when my friends ask how's my girlfriend
i'll just say 'same old same old' so that
no one can know how brilliant our relationship is.

High Heels

Bloggerss , HELLO :)

Sorry my blog is not up to date like i used to because im way too tied up with things.
First of all i finish my SPM and never stayed home unless the sacks is calling me .
I started working people ! Im not gonna tell you where you got to find it yourself.
Save yourself the trouble and dont ok ? heee .

Im gonna buy a car ! Weee .
Just gotta work for 3 months and it is done my friend.
Im not bragging im just way to excited with all the sugar rush .
Anyway , its my blog right ? You shouldn't be reading this if you know me .
Those who knows me , well . Mirin kan ? Memang lain macam sikit.
Tapa tapa i get that a lot !

One thing about work . IT SUCKS . read my lips SUCKS!
Hey i guest im not a happy employee but yeah it SUCKS .
But the people there are so nice except for this one 16-year old girl whose bossing me around.
Helloo ? Ever heard the terms respect your elders ? I guest not with that attitude of yours.
OOOPPPPS . Sorry :P

Anyway , i'll catch up with you guys when im free . Sorry again kepada semua pending belum approve.
TOODLES :)

Im So Touch

Awww . Dont she look so darn cute in her dress! haha
Btw saja pilih gambar tak nampak muka . Its okay kalau tak paham .
She would know what im talking about kan kan?

I love you My Dew Delight ♥

Drop Dead Gorgeous

Its 3 o'clock in the morning and im blogging . PANDAI .
Tomorrow is the first day of work and im not excited at all.
I dont know what is wrong with me lately . I cant FEEL like i used to.
I cant manage to find any sort of excitement like i did before.
Im falling sick . GREAT . just what i need on my first day of work
I feel vulnerable. I cant stand It. I feel alone and slavish . I feel like ahh i cant stand it.

GEDIK LA KAU MIRIN . PULL IT TOGETHER BIATCH :)

In other words , Im totally fine . TOTALLY

What You Feel Is Not What You'll Get

Mum : Amir , take out the garbage.

Me : That was Syafiq's Job ! :(

Mum : He's not here and you're the only son i have in the house. GO .

Me : But Maaa , it smells funny :9

Mum : Thats why its called garbage baby .

Just nak bagitau mirin da kena start buang sampah sejak abang takda rumah ni . Curse you man .

Resah . HAHA

In her head , all this time i was with her
i was trying to act like shes a replacement ?

Wow , that really hurts

Cheng Cheng

OLD SONG :)

But, it starts with a picture,
and it sits in your frame.
And we part with a letter,
and it ends in my name.
And it starts with forever,
and it ends with a touch.
And I know that you're clever,
and I don't ask for much.

Maybe we forgot all the things
we are when we are together.

You said I'm arresting,
You said I had heat.
I really thought that we'd go further
The second time we meet.
'Cos I'm tired of trying to keep you.
All I want to do is sleep.
Then perhaps, when I'm sleeping,
You'll get back on your feet.

Wake me up
Wake me up
Stop my fall
Everytime you go

Tape me up
Then break me up
Ever so gently
When I'm at my weakest
Then it's not so hard
Everytime you go

I run a mount to meet you when
I knew the storm had come
And I felt the rain on your face
and the damage you had done
I know what you're thinking -
it will never be the end
And when the storm is over,
you won't see me again

Maybe we forgot all the things
we are when we are together.

Didn't know the price I'd paid
for all the times I stayed
When we were together

Wake me up, wake me up
Stop my fall every time you go
Tape me up then break me up
ever so gently when I'm at my weakest
It's not so hard

Maybe we forget, are we awake or not?
Maybe we forget, are we awake or not?
Maybe we forget, are we awake or not?

Wake me up, wake me up
Stop my fall every time you go
Tape me up then break me up
ever so gently when I'm at my weakest
It's not so hard
Every time you go

Have a nice holiday peeps :)

Wei babi . HAHAHA

Okay before i said anything in this,
i just want to apologize for my words in here.
If you consider yourself

RACIST

or

HATES OTHER RELIGION

or simply

SHALLOW


Please i beg you walk away from this blog right this instant.
Okay to start things off.
My mum sent my this email which contain this
forum website . Im not gonna reveal the website to you
because doing that simple makes me a dick

So theres a picture in this forum about this instant noodle,
Its just a regular instant noodles made from Taiwan
In the lebel there is something that says

'SERVES BETTER WITH PORK CRACKLING'

And then ada la comment comment di situ oleh a few shallow
minded people .
Im not gonna reveal their name because its not
nice to talk bad things about people :P

Anyway , comment commentnya adalah seperti berikut

'Ini HARAM! Patut bakar pembuat maggi ni!'
and
'Ini semua tindakan daripada orang kafir untuk melalaikan orang islam dengan
memakan babi!'
and
'Kafir lakhanat mcm ni jangan maafkan !'
and
'Kita harus memboikot company ini. Jangan mempercayai semua dusta ini'
and
'Orang kafir patut dibakar hidup hidup ! sial !'

and many others topic yang menunjukkan kehebatan mereka.

Okay why am i writing this ?
Read the label correctly before you start to Judge things.

'serve BETTER with pork crackling'

TAK PAHAM LAGI?
Okay one more time,

'serve BETTER with pork crackling'

It means the pork crackling is optional and its not in the noodle.
Anyway , tak penting pun semua ni .
Just nak tunjuk betapa orang Melayu cam ni TAK MATANG langsung.
Ini lah melayu . Melayu hebat ! fuyoo.
Ni negara kami ,kafir lakhanat semua patut dibakar !
Woooaahhh , hebat sial kau .
Im sick and tired of manusia camni .
Selalu igt dalam dunia ni dia sorang je betul orang lain salah.
Weh bawak pegi kubur kau la dengan negara KAU yang hebat sangat tu.

Orang orang yang kau panggil LAKHANAT tu pun pandai respect kita
tapi apa yang kita balas ?

Kau tau tak orang roman catholic penah binakan kita surau
dekat italy , america , parsi and many different place .
Penah kau amek tau ? aku rasa tak .
Bangga sangat mengelar diri islam . Kau melayan orang camtu ada
dalam rukun islam ke ?
I believe that god would have wanted us to respect others .
I dont think allah would like us if we burn all the people who is not muslim.
Jangan salah paham , this blog only goes for a certain people that
take the beuty of our religion for granted .

WOAH , MALAYU kan hebat ;)

Deryk, Im Gay

Holla Sum 41 :)

I love listening to their music . makes me think about
the earlier days spending to listening music.
I first song i heard that got me hooked to acoustical musics was
'Pieces' by Sum 41 .

Good bands are hard to find nowadays .
I mean come on , Justin Bibier ? Far East Movement ?
What are those THINGS ?
No offense to those musician but i honestly think what
they are producing is not music in the first place .

Where are the bands ?
Where goes the good song writers ?
Have you listen to 'Good Charlotte' recently?
Omg what have gotten to them ? Did they hit their head or something?
Today , every song is about neither sex , money or clubs.
I dont want those craps man .

BRING ME MUSIC ;)

A story is a story when you have something to tell

Case I

A mother of 6 from bandung indonesia move to Kuala Lumpur to find
better earning for her children's educations .
There she work as a house maid to a family of 5 .
One day when she was cleaning the messed up racks
she founded and stole a handphone belong to one of the daughters.
The family found out about the missing item and claimed her as the thief .

Case II

A 17 year old Chinese girl goes to school and took the big exam in her school
only to found out that she has failed badly
With only a screwed family and a dying brother waiting for her at home,
She turned into a wrong a place and met a wrong person in a wrong night.
Founding out that there are still chances to cure her brother's sickness
She agreed to work with the guy as a secretary in a world renounce company
She never knew that what that the job to be call as a 'Porn Actor'

Case III

A son of an Army man came to home and waited for his turn to be
beaten by his drunk so called 'father' .
A friend came to his arm and told him that he founded
something that could throw all the agony away .
In a few month , he is known as the 'junky' in the neighbourhood
or also known as 'Sampah Masyarakat'
He drop out of school and live with his few bestfriends
in Petaling's Street .

Case IV

Aini was a school girl who have problems with her grade since day one .
Her teacher at the time offers to help her with homeworks and exercises .
She was willing to study to pleased her big profile family as she was their
only daughter in the pack . The parents clearly have big expectation on
her to graduate successfully.
She was also willing to come by his home in serendah once
daily so that she could get all the help she could get before her exam.

When her exam is close and she still couldn't figure out what
to do about her grades ,
The honorable teacher refuses to work it out with her unless she is
willing to 'Work' for his help .
A little that Aini knew , shes now a 'Sex Slave' for the man.
The family were thrilled with her wonderful results and they
even given her a coop(car) .
One of the neighbour had told the parents bout how she 'Spend'
her free time in a dislocated house in serendah .
The family took it as a shame to them and threw her out of the house .

The Story

The stories above are all true but the names and places are conducted .
We humans are so easily mistake the terms of whats right and what is wrong.
Be thankful of the life given to you as the pattern of life is never
offered for a second chance in life itself.

Never judge a book by its cover . In every actions there are reactions
and in every mistakes there are also motives .
Motives that we human cant study by our life itself .
There are reasons why we have mislead behavior
and that is something to forgive and forget .
Im not saying we shouldn't punish em and just let em as they be .

What im saying is sometimes in life , shit happens you know ?
We just have to find a way to deal with it and move on .

Forgive not to regret but to help .

Toodles ;)

Kawan Je. hahaha

Hey, what did you think I'd say?
You're everything that I ever wanted
And this kind of thing doesn't just come around
Every time you go looking for it

I don't wanna be just friends, no
I'll never fake it or pretend
And I don't want another girl
Cause, you're the only one that I love

I don't wanna be just friends
That's something I can't understand
I don't wanna be just friends
Not now, not ever

Those two words are bullets in my chest
"just friends"

Hey what did you think I'd do?
It felt so good waking up beside you
And the way you kiss, so delicate
Doesn't come around and I'm always gonna miss it

I don't wanna be just friends, no
I'll never fake it or pretend
And I don't want another girl
Cause, you're the only one that I love

I don't wanna be just friends
That's something I can't understand
I don't wanna be just friends
Not now, not ever

Those two words are bullets in my chest
"just friends"
Those two words are bullets in my chest

And it's never gonna be the same again


Happy supposed to be our anniversary sayang ;)

Im Not Some Boy That You Can Sway

Heres some tune for you guys to chill to :)

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today

Open me up and you will see
I’m a gallery of broken hearts
I’m beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

I just want to know today, know today, know today
I just want to know something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok

Open me up and you will see
I’m a gallery of broken hearts
I’m beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

Just give me back my pieces
Just give them back to me please
Just give me back my pieces
And let me hold my broken parts

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok

Ohio Stylee

In one of the episode in 'How I Met Your Mother' after Ted Mosby was left at the alter
by his fiancee on his wedding day.

He was afraid to confront his ex and trying to avoid from his ex
who lives in the same city .

When his friends ask what have gotten to him and that
he should confront the girl .

He said to his friends.
'Guys Im from Ohio , we dont confront our problems in Ohio . we buried them deep enough
in our self so that we dont have to face the problem'

Nice piece of advice Ted :)

You know yourself that i cant sleep

Im here to talk about the Capital Vices
or also known as the 7 deathly sin

LUST

ENVY

SLOTH

WRATH

GREED

PRIDE

GLUTTONY

Temptation,envy,unemotional,anger,greed,ego, and over indulgence
The sins that im sick and tired of . If you think you like me , think again.
Im not a good person. I am not clean from mortal sins .
Its time to be better and test myself .Apparently this is the perfect time to do so

Toodles ;0

HAHAHA

hahaha this is by far the best quotation i ever heard from my friend

'The Only Reason That You're A Fuck Is Yourself . Do Realize it'

By Ali Aliasri

Toodles :)

Your Name Is Pronounce Crap

So here what happens .

Around 230 at the entrance of selayang mall,
I saw Raja at the bus stand and go up to him . there we met our friend Anas .
Then when we were talking i saw this figure of a few school girl in their uniform
at the bus stop and i notice they were laughing .

One of them who i knew gave me the 'you're a bastard' face yeah know?
When i realize that i told Raja
'Weh cuba kau tgok **** kat belakang aku'
Raja pun cakap
'Aah aku pun prasan , dari tadi dia pandang tak puas hati kat kau'

So not only this girl is annoying , apparently she is also stupid for being honest.
Wassup bitch ? Never seen a man at the bus stop before ?
Your parents never told you not to stare at people ?
Girl you know that is not polite .
Yeah thats the thing , your parents 'kampung' macam kau.

What ? what ? did i do anything to you ?
Did I hurt you in any way ? what is it ?
Am i that ugly because you're staring for quite some time.

GET A LIFE FREAK

Baran Macam Naga

OMG i love this song gila simple and cool.
Aritu dengar kat dalam kereta syahir dgn kak la and taktau
tajuk lagu ni . after search search kat youtube akhirnya jumpa gak

150 Juta Kali - Fynn Jamal

Nurfatihah Binti Jamal Shahid Gurdial

I LOVE YOU

I know that I haven't wrote about you in a while but
I just thought you knew that i love you and only you

By loving you including that i would never do anything to harm
you in any way . I just thought you knew this.
I dont know how to prove my love towards you but i really thought you knew
It breaks my heart when you even think
that i would be mad at you over some stupid joke.

I LOVE YOU
read my lips, I LOVE YOU .
I love you and only you.
God knows how thankful i am because you're mine
Im sorry for my jokes . Maybe you didn't get it but
believe me it was never my intention to hurt you okay sayang?

I LOVE YOU
Honestly , i think that saying it would never be enough

I LOVE YOU
NURFATIHAH

love , your Mirin

Royal Joy

I hate treating someone like a queen
when you're a dirt to em
Im sorry for what i did.
I know it was stupid of me .

I tak layak for you
AT ALL
It kills me to see how im hurting you everyday

Im sorry again .
If you want this to work out tell me so
Your highness I beg you so

I'll Be There When Your Heart Stop Beating

Today was so freaking slowww . i mean seriously
Sekolah start lepak ngn nazif . dia sorang je la yang datang in the geng
Then he had to go to the bilik gerakan for something something .
Logai was heading my way and this is our conversation

Mirin: Logai , pegi mana ? ponteng jum?
Logai: Aku tengah ponteng la ni
Mirin: Bosan la sial rasa nak balik je
Logai: Tu ah jum lepak luar minum air
Mirin: Okay ajak rooben

So kami pun panjat la pagar tu mcm orang kurang siuman

Lepak mana ? CIK PURA sudahh pekena nasi lemak ayam sikit
Then masuk la panjat pagar tu balik
Time nak masuk ni siap kena hon ngn kereta mana entah . haha

Then masuk dalam merayau merayau , lepak class tada orang
semua pegi chemistry lab. Then agak agak bosan

Mirin: Weh bosan doh
Logai: Jap aku panggil rooben

*2 minutes later*

Rooben: Weh jum ah ?
Mirin: Mana?
Rooben: Logai ckp nak lepak kat luar?
Mirin: Oh , okay jum

So panjat la balik pagar sekolah tu.
Lepak lama sikit sampai nak abes sekolah baru masuk balik sekolah

Tu je nak sampaikan dalam post ni
Kami bukan nak berlagak gengster ye ?
Just nak sampaikan kepada kawan kawan yang tidak hadir hari ni
Syhir , syami and yo datang la skola SIAL

SIAL

All Night , Always

I've been here before a few times to notice that we're dead
Just hope you're reading this

Whoever you are , whether you do know me or not
I dont care anymore

My name is Khairul Amirin
My friends call me Mirin
I dont have any real friends
Its not because they are not real to me they are
With all my heart you cant ask for anyone better to keep me company
I just find it difficult to let anyone in because i know i'll lose em one day

God gave me a friend and i lost mine
Two or three perhaps where my greed get in the way of my friendship

Im lucky i still have someone i depend on
because im basically a man with nothing to loose at all

I MISS YOU FRIENDS
All of you with all of my heart i miss all the people i've hurt
I miss you a lot actually
This is so hard for me to even write this without spilling any tears
Sometimes i just wish i could just walk away but it is so fucking hard

Im sorry for my part in ruining our friendship
I dont blame any of you . Im weak .
You dont deserve me as your bestfriend .
Well i just want you to know that im sorry and i miss you.

I tried to make it better for all of us but i just cant
Whats the point bro ?
Things that i screwed will never be the same .

Goodbye as i wish you knowing that we probably wont be talking to each other again
If you have a friend that you love with all your heart and he or she loves you back
Take my advice and dont screw it up like i did

I dedicate this song to those that i've miss





Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

-Khairul Amirin-

Action To Reaction

I use to ask god

Oh god why are you letting all of this happening to me?

This is what he answered

'NOTHING'

I realize that god dont need to answer anything to us thats already answered
You dont know what you got until its gone.
To gain something you must loose something thats equal the value
Everything happen for a reason .

Those are the answers he gave us .
And its true . i do believe that every thing happen for a specific reason
it may be a good one or even a bad one . there are still changes
Sometime when you loose someone who is really important to you
You will meet someone who is far more awesome than the one you just lost

Just because you're loosing doesnt mean you're lost
Just because you're hurting doesnt mean you're hurt

THANK YOU GOD

Its Your Hardest Part Of Living

No it will not be okay in the morning if that is what you're hopping
Thanks

I Love You Right to My Bone Marrow :)

Just for you because i love you so nurfatihah :)




Another girl? Another planet my baybayy

The Ghost I Love To Haunt

The first song that I wrote about my mum!
This song reminds me of how she had been through hell to keep this family .

To MAMA , I love you mum!
You're the best mother i ever had . HAHA :)



The first time you cried
you pulled me away
You could have seen the stardust
but you were too afraid

Then she asked me,
Is this for real ?
I said i dont know
She got one last appeal

Then she sees me
Staring at the moon
I guest im looking for a shooting star
Can you come by here soon?

Can you tell me if this is our song?
I'll be counting from one to nine
Again and again
Im gonna love you tonight

If you think we started off wrong
And im not your perfect son
I'll let you go just to let you know
That i dont want to fight

For him
for you and I
Because you are the ghost i love to haunt

He broke our bond
he drown our home
But in the end everybody knows
Time goes fast and sometimes slow
But Maa with me you'll never get old

She asked me
Am i for real?
I said i dont know because i know
I got one last appeal

The she sees me
Staring at the moon
She said no need to wait for that shooting star
Our house is bound to doom

Now if you think that this is our song?
I'll be counting from one to nine
Again and again
Imma love you tonight

And if you think we started off wrong
Im not that perfect son
I'll let you go just to let you know
That i dont want to fight

For her
For you and I
Because you are the ghost i love to haunt

You're looking for that
Paranoia
My daddy said to me
'Well son, its nice to know yeahh'

So pathetic
Ordinary
Blaming me for what he did with that bitch

Then he said
Son this is our song
You can count all you want
Im gonna leave her tonight

He thinks we started off wrong
You're no perfect son of mine
Just hope you know
That i dont want to fight

For her
for you and I .
Because you are the ghost i love to haunt

END

Jamming with mister Bean

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever

Mathetically Love Poem

READ IT OUT LOUD PEOPLE :)

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

To my baby , im sorry i hurt you . I love you

Zahir Dibatinkan

OMG! raya tahun ni function gila kot.
Tak semua best la . travel duduk dalam kete uh menyampah ah. haha

Okay start ngn Terengganu
8 jam babe balik kampung. Sampai sampai kunci tada.
Kena pegi rumah Ayah Yi amek kunci
Then malam tahlil berbuka puasa sekali.
Esok harinya duduk rumah satu hari . bosan gak la.

Then hari raya best . bangun bangun pegi sembahyang .
Balik kg dapat duit raya. Taun ni banyak gila doh dapat . suka suka
sebab ? nak SPM . hahah

Then 2nd day bangun pukul 430 kena mandi packing barang semua
Nak gerak bukit merah jumpa relative belah mama pulak
7 jam dalam kete smpai la destinasi . pehh tension.
Sampai sampai jumpa ammar , ejat , amsyar semua la senang cita cousin
Gila best lepak ngn dorang . rasa cam da berzaman tak jumpa

Then pegi mandi kat theme park bukit merah .
Walaupun tempat tu tak sehebat sunway lagoon tapi okay la.
Function gak kot . we had fun. banyak gila tangkap gambar
Ammar sikit sikit candid candid. padahal siap posing. haha

Balik bilik kitorang . yeah lupa , kami ada appartment sendiri .
Gila best . smoke semua takpayah nak risau.haha
Then pukul lapan malam kami ada dinner dekat hotel
Makan makan sampai kenyang OG ajak lawan snooker.
Gua menang babe . woohhooo

Tangkap gambar ngn famil relative semua then kami balik bilik

Lepak lepak sambil edit gambar then my baby text.
Then tgh texting tetiba si Adham ngn Ammar gelak terbahak bahak
aku tanya kenapa ? adham jawab takde pape gambar lawak.
Then aku tgok gambar tada la lawak mana kot.
Tetiba dorang gelak gila kuat . aku da pelik da.
Pastu Ammar cakap , 'Aku igt gengster ayat berbunga bedebah la hang!'

Sial betul rupa rupanya gelaks sebab aku tgh text ngn tehaa.
Pastu kena bahan ngn diorang ayat berbunga . haha
Aku cakap la macam hang tak penah text ngn awek hang pulak. standart ah kot.
Depa cakap aku gelak sebab ni first time aku tgok hang cam ni. terkejut mer >.<'
HAHA segan gila kot kena bahan ngn depa tetiba nadia , fify and erin masuk bilik
Dorang pun stop la bahan alhamdullilah syukur . haha
Tanya nadia , apa plan malam ni? Depa jawab cari hantu jum ? paranormal activities . ahaa.
Semua pun keluar la bilik merayau merayau satu hotel tu.
Then pegi laketown clubhouse nak tgok pool dia tapi clubhouse dia da tutup
so 14 orang kami memanjat pagar clubhouse da tutup uh Lepak tepi pool borak borak .
Tetiba nadia bukak topik cita hantu masing masing kelam kabut cita hantu time tu .

Then ada sign board 'LAKETOWN CLUBHOUSE' besar gila kot benda uh .
Aku ngn OG tukar tukar huruf 'W jd M' 'U jd N' And tetiba fify ada idea.
'Amir jum tukar jadi mayonese nak ?'
So kami panjat la signboard tinggi uh tukar jadi 'BAKETOCU MAYONES'
haha lawak gila doh time tu kelam kabut lari sebab depa ckp nampak pak guard kat bangunan lain
And tetiba ammar ckap , 'pegi penang jum ?'
Nadia pun tambah 'jum jum i support minyak .
' Amek kunci kete bawak la tiga kete .

Kami stop dia tgh tgh highway then nadia amek garpu mahal dia uh
Berdiri tgh tgh highway and pegang garpu macam orang gila pegang pisau . HAHAHA .
lawak gila kot ada kete siap pasang emergency break ada yang patah balik
kena ceramah ngn sorang pakcik sorang ni ckp tak elok duduk ramai ramai tepi highway.
haha Macam macam la kami buat that night .
Ada perkataan 'PONDOK POLIS BUKIT MERAH'
Kami conteng kat situ 'PONDOK POLIS PENIS MERAH' HAHAHAH. babi lawak gila kot .

Balik hotel then lepak .
Tetiba ejat bukak cita pasal tak penah ada awek Amsyar pun start la menunjuk petua petua dia
'Cari yang hodoh dulu jat baru cari yang lawa'
Ejat membalas 'Ahh taknak aku nak awek yang cari aku'
AHHHH memang tak kan jadi pape la kalau camtu en ? haha HAHA
masing masing tertido then dikejut kan sebab kena check out.

Nak pegi rumah angah lina dkt teiping pulak . haha.
Ada bbq kat rumah angah lina so kami pun makan makan la.
Then nadia ajak lepak dekat mamak ramai ramai .
lepak je ahhh mama call cakap nak balik kl daaa

Gila ah my cousins , sayang gila kot nak tinggalkan korang.
You can totally feel the connection between each and everyone of us .
Actually banyak gila cita tapi ni stakat sumarry je la ye adik adik sekalian ?

haha da malas da nak type panjang panjang,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Moneyy

'Money money money must be funny in a rich man's world'

DUIT. Semua orang setuju ngan aku kalau aku ckp duit tu everything kan?
Duit pun banyak menyebabkan orang berubah dari baik pegi jahat
Betul apa ? ramai budak budak teruk and rosak
megikut kajian kebanyakannya came from a poor family.
I dont like to admit the fact but its true

I have many type of friends who would do anything for money
Some sell drugs . Ada yang start start nak jual then jadi penagih
Ada yang da meninggal because of those bloody drugs.
I was awaken to stay away from drugs mainly because a funeral of my friends.

Aku ada kawan yang pukul orang utk duit.
Nak belasah orang ? sila dial nama ***** .
Orang akan buat pape je kot just for money
Nak tau apa da jadi kat dia ? Takpe ah aku pun seram nak cita .

Ada yang guna duit college utk support family
Kalau parents tanya ckp dapat biasiswa and duit kerja .
Sanggup menaruh masa depan nak jaga keluarga sendiri

And baru baru ni aku dgr cita one of my bestfriend ada problem duit
Family dia punya financial teruk smpai critical
dia paling sulung banyak pegang tanggungjawab
Nak jual barang barang dia mcm hp dia , motor dia , baju baju dia
Gila kesian kot smpai mak dia ckp lauk tinggal satu dlm peti sejuk boleh ah buat berbuka utk tiga hari
Perhh bapak ah aku tak leh doh dgr mcm ni.
Orang nak enjoy raya dia kena pikir pasal nk handle all this

Aku ni sebagai bestfriend dia takkan nak biar cam ni kot ?
Nak tolong tak boleh bukannya aku berduit sangat .
Sedih doh kalau tgok muka dia .
Orang lepak minum dia order air kosong je
kalau orang offer nak belanja dia akan reject nak jaga maruah
Aku taktau nak buat apa ni

Pengajarannya , hargai la kesenangan yang diberikan ni dgn betul betul
Tak payah la bazir duit mak ayah ngn beli tu beli ni mainly sebab nak menunjuk kat orang hang kaya.
Hang kalau kaya sangat hang tak lepak bb ke pavi la weh .
Da boleh terus ke oversea da aku rasa .

Jangan la jadi material sgt . siapa pandang doh semua tu ?
Membe aku yang tak berduit selalu ckp camni kat aku
'Dah rasa hidup senang skang ni aku rasa hidup susah la pulak'
Tak ke koyak hati kau nak cakap camtu kat orang lain?
Orang susah banyak dalam dunia ni.
Aku bukan nak suruh korang pegi berderma ke apa or anything
Aku just nak korang sedar diri then happy la aku.
Post ni bukan utk semua orang ok ? sesetengah jee . haha .

toodleee ;)

Whine Baby Whine

This song I wrote a while ago . recently edit edit sikit the lyrics and tadaaa .

The song is about . erhh , read the lyrics la confirm korang paham punya.
The title is 'Whine Baby Whine' . Sumpah taktau kenapa title camtu . haha
Sapa makan cili confirm pedas ye akak akak sekalian ?
HAHA .

Heres are the lyrics

Straight,just like your hair
Like the wind that comes straight out to my bed and girl
Its not fair
I got a friend name whiskey here
And im finish with all the beers

Your favorite color is blue
How it seems to stick to me too
Smiling at the other guys
You can whine all you want i'll just smile

Because you used to be the sweetheart
I dream of every night
Now everything is not all right girl
Thinking how you lied
Picking up those fights
I promise you one thing thats right
You're not good enough to cry

September, was the month we put it all together
And you shattered away what seems
The first day of November
Its true , how you got me blinded too
You could have at least give me a clue
You lied when its not April Fool

Because everybody knows you dont have a heart
Now everything is not all right girl
Thinking how you lied
Picking up those fights
I promise you one thing thats right
You're no good for me tonight

Tonight
Whine Baby Whine
Now everything is not all right

You can whine all you want
Bon Voyage to your son
Saying how that its not fair
You're the one whose talking here

This is how i lied
Making up those fights
Spending months after months
Its so clear you're not the one

The End

Now Im Mad

Darn you motherfuckers . Such a pussy woos .
Wtf man ? I hate you ! I dont like looking at your ugly face.
Get the fuck out of my life will yeah ?

I use to treat you nice .
Well I guest I treat everybody the same.
Once you betray my trust, you just have to fuck off cause you're aint gonna get it back
Yeah im not a forgiving person . Suck up bitch . Nobody is.
Looking at me while im buying my food .
So you think that is working huh ?
That out of nowhere i would just magically forgive you ?
Think again. I aint buying that crap of yours .

Cakap orang . kau pun sama je la weh ngn minah uh.
Geli bhaii pikir aku penah couple ngn orang macam tu.
Okay jap nak refresh. EEEEEUUUUWWW!

You lied to me bitch . straight to my face .
You kill me. Yeah you .
One motherfucker came to my life and change everything.
But its okay . You also taught me one very valuable lesson in life.
That scumbags like you do exist in this world!

Fuck you whore ! F to the U!
If you hate me so much than why are still reading my freaking blog ?
Im moving on doh . Why cant you ?
Stop pandang pandang aku lah . Aku taknak kat kau!
Paham bahasa tak cibai ?

And who the fuck are you to tell me that i am yours ?
You wont let people to know me because you told them that we are still together ?
Now what kind of a fucking bullshit is that ?
Helloooo ? We broke up like what ? 2 years ago ??
How the fuck you cant seem to realize those two awesome years flies by?
Its clearly you're dumb . Oh wait , You're stupid!

Stop calling me 'Aku punya Mirin'
FUCKK YOUUU !
Geli la lakhanat !

Orang datang kat aku tanya .
Eh Mirin , ***** tu gf you eh?
Now how do you think that makes me feel?
Sumpah aku malu kot .

You should thank to god aku tak maki kau macam kau tu anjing that night
I got my friends who control my temper and remind me
that you are one motherfucker who are just wasting my motherfucking time.

Kau cita PARIA la doh.
Dulu bukan main kau nak break every 5 minute.
Now ? You're telling people that i belong to you ?
Apa cerita ni sial ? Keling pun better than you kot.
Dulu time aku bodoh bodoh budak hingusan boleh la kau tipu aku camtu.
Now bila kau da kena game kau jadi desperate lak ?
LEAVE ME ALONE.
Boleh tak ? PLEASEEEEE?!

Well deserves you right motherfucker .
Buzz off and fuck yourself.
You looking for sympathy from people macam kau tu so fragile.
Honestly babe , I think its plain PATHETIC.

Stop being so desperate .
Apa yang kau cari ?
Takda bnda dalam hidup ni yang berbaloi kau memalukan diri kau macam tu.
For me i like to use the word SAKAI. Ring any damn bell to you ?
Im so full of loath just by thinking that we were once together.
Lepas kau baca ni aku da tau da apa kau nak buat .
Oh i feel like im dying ! Oh heart attack ! Oh Im so weak !
BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA !

FUCK YOU !

Show You Yours I'll Show You Mine

Muhd Irfan Azrin

Kami memanggil nya Ipan.
Dia mengelar dirinya Sifu aku . kurang ajar.

Mana kau pan ? lama gila babi tak nampak muka kau da doh.
Last keluar ngn Ipan pun time first time jumpa Mira.
Kau bayang je la bapa zaman da tak lepak ngn gayboy ni. HAHA
He is studying in Uitm Shah Iskandar Perak.
Tau la kau hot . takyah ah lupa member en pan ?
Balik kampung melayu pun terperap je kat rumah.
Bukan nak melawat aku ke apa . tak guna betul

Dulu malam malam selalu gerak rumah cik pura lepak ramai ramai
Main ps2 kat dalam Store Cik Pura . walaweh . rindu la sial zaman zaman uh
Ramai dah yang tak nampak kiranya skang ni .
Miul da stdy kat mmu cyberjaya. Amir Afiq kat Uitm mana tah.
Si hadi da kerja kat nandos one utama . Memang budak budak kampung
tinggal seceput je skang ni . Rindu doh zaman dulu.
Petang je lombong and malam lepak Ane.
Give me those times back boleh ?

Miss you guys . a lot

-MIRIN-

Oh My God

Why the fuck am i crying ?

I LOVE YOU :(

Di Sisi Rindaa

Time bm tadi cikgu buat ulangkaji Di Sisi Rinda.
Honestly I think tada sapa dalam kelas yang baca pun cerpen tu.
Then Puan hanita tanye . Siapa dia Rinda ?

Navien ?
Ahh cikgu itu dia punya kekasih hidup cikgu
navien berdiri .

Yaww yun ?
Cikgu itu girlfriend dia .
Berdiri

Amirin ?
Erh , cikgu saya rasa tu makcik angkat dia cikgu.
Ohh banyak la kamu punya makcik . BERDIRI

Himmaatt ? Who is this mysterious rinda ?
Cikgu menurut novel yang dikaji rinda itu merupakan sahabat baik Deliah
Ini bukan novel himmat ni cerpen and salah . berdiri

Beekhee ? Rinda tu sapa ?
*Geleng kepala*
Berdiri beekhee

Shahmir ! Rinda siapa ?
Erghh cikgu . itu isteri dia cikgu.
Ke isteri kamu ? berdiri .

Kamu semua ni memang tak baca langsung eh ?
Rinda tu kucing Deliah ..

And the whole class when like .
OOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH

The Way You Look Hurts Me

Dear bloggiee,

Sorry to bother you but i just feel like blogging
The date is 29th of July 2010 and the time is showing its 2:27 in the morning

Today i want to talk about Pain.
Pain that we get from the past can never really heal . Am I right or am i right?
Think about it . It is still there. We just dont think about it anymore
I myself still feel the same pain that i suffer before in my life.
Sometimes the pain is still uncomfortably very painful.
It does . I can weep my tears just by thinking of the things tht i have been through.
It was a life that is full with headache and misery and a little touch of happiness
Im not saying that its a total lost. Im proud of myself for being who i am .
It makes me strong when i think about all the shit that i had been through
I love life man . Full with bundle of joy and sorrow .

Think about it , things come and go.
Most of the times , people also come and go .
It the common IT thing everyone to do .
My mother told me if there is a point where you start to worry to much about a person
That is the exact moments when you know you are in deep shit.
A friend of mine once said , If you love someone.
Tell him or her to never trust you .
People can change in a second man .
You once also told me when the baby smile and the sun will shine.
Yet , the baby spit hearing those words.

Stop believing in happy ending because there wont be any
There will only be good times and bad times .
No matter how you would like to see it .
All of it only cause 1 think that we call Pain.
Im a pessimist . It is true . I aint gonna lie to you .
I prefer to look at the ugly side of life instead of prince charming.
I prefer Darth Vader than Obi wan Kanobi.
Not simply because he looks cooler.
Its because he knows how life works.

I am also one hell of a faker .
I'll fake to those who i want to be fake to.
Call me a dick , but you dont know me . Non of you.
If you think that Mirin is this and oh Mirin is that.
Think way deep inside and ask a question.
Is that really Mirin that you're seeing ?
People hurt me . The world hurt me . Until the point that i once gave up.
I'll just tag along and pretends its all good .
I dont have everything that I want but im lucky enough to have what i need.
Yeah , try fixing that motherfucka

Till Then This Your Mirin

Chocolate Lava

Woke up today by my baby.
Bangun agak lambat ah then terus cemas terigt lak yang harini perhimpunan.
Datang datang skola jumpa syahir kat tempat biasa and dapat tau takde perhimpunan
sebab tapak perhimpunan basah . ciss buat penat je aku rush rush.

Ohh btw , its the time of the year again.
I call it no money period because every year usually before raya
i can barely see my parents at home.
Mommy left for Teiping in the morning and daddy goes to port dickson for a week.
Know what that means ? Picking my sis up after school everday . wahh malasnya :(

Oh back to school, recess time was awkwardly in silence as many of my friends were missing.
Yo , Shahkir , Cibih , Din , Hani , Lina , Aiman suma tada kat kantin
Mana korang wehh ? Gilaa senyap doh tadi .
Macha macha pun takda la enth kemana masing masing.
Lepas bell ring masuk lambat sikit sebab lepak lepak dengan the boys jap before masuk kelas.
Masuk masuk it was Add math Sir Nasiruddin punya kelass.
Then tetiba harini mood dia lain macam marah marah lak.
Lepas tu tak pernah pernah nak rotan aku kalau masuk kelas lambat
Dia rotan sekuat hati pula tu . Sadly tu admit , pedih bhaii tangan aku.

Duduk duduk tanya aizat
'apehal mood dia harini?'
he replied
'taktau aku tadi jonzen cakap dia tak paham dia ckp jonzen bodoh'
Dudee , what the fuck doh ?
Then dia ajar sikit . time tu beekhee and hui li bercakap
Tetiba dia cakap
'Boleh tolong diam tak?' *muka ketat*
Then ayat penentu hidup dan mati muka ketat dia
'Hui Li , get out of my class'
Bapak ahh moniter class pun kena halau . gila kering mamat ni .
Gila kesian tgok hui li menangis. Haha.

Then suma kelam kabut cita pasal nasir lepas class dia.
Suma takut sebab last period tu pun addmath lagi mahu kena maki lagi.
Before dia masuk aizat berkata
'Kau tau aku rasa cam apa skang ni mirin? aku rasa macam kita ni dalam sangkar tengah tunggu harimau nak masuk' hahaha gila takut mamat uh
Then dia masuk kelas semua diam je . First time in my life satu kelas diam time addmath.
Sejarah ni bhaii . HAHA.
Mood dia still tak elok gak cakap kitorang bodoh lagi sekali
Then vinoth cakap ngn suhillen , nak tau apa dia buat ?
Kerusi besi tu dibaling ke arah kami . Satu inci lalu sebelah kepala aku bhaii
Itu kalau kena mahu tak benjol kepala . suma takut ngn dia smpai ada yang terus balik.
Apehal la mamat ni doh . Personal problem kat luar takpayah la nak lepaskan kat kitorang
We are only kids kott . Entah matang pun belum lagi

Actually tu je yang nak citakan .
Harap esok things are better la mood dia tu . takpe cikgu esok kami kaunseling cikgu ok ?
HAHA

toodleeess :)

Getting Your Ass Kick

Hands down , the best movie of 2010 for me ;)
Watch it at the movies and balik rumah terus download .
I watch this movie like a dozen times already .
Never get bored from watching it dude.

Directed by Mathew Vaughn and co-produced by Brad Pitt himself
I had always love Vaughn's work as he tends
to have a sense of humor in any of his movies

To name a few of my favorites are
Lock,Stock and Two Smoking Barrels,
Layer cake and Stardust.
Following the successive track KICK ASS!

I dont think that i need to tell you all about the storyline
because you totally need to watch it yourself
Im as a adolescents admits that the movie contains
every aspect of what a teenager wants in a movie
For an example violence,sex,blood,foul language
and so much more awesome stuff.

It totally rocks!
Trust me my friends .

Toodleeesss ;0

Miley Cyrus

Yesterday went to see my BAYBAYY at casa mila .
We played this game called 7 THINGS I LIKE ABOUT YOU.
I know its a Miley Cyrus song . how cute kan ?
Okay back to the game , the rules are simple;

1)Each contestant take a piece of paper and a pen
2)Write the 7 things you like about the other person and make it quick
3)Wait till both of the contestant finish and exchange your papers
4)Read the answers and have fun :)

I totally just made that one up . haha .
Anyway here are MY answers :

1.You LAWA gila
2.I suka when your hair smell nice all the times.
3.You Open minded girl
4.You terima I sebab I Mirin
5.Ego you tinggi tapi still mantain comel :P
6.You merajuk lama but in the end you maafkan i if i buat salah
7.I LOVE YOU

And this are her's :

1.I suka kalau you call i balik lepas habis gayut
2.I suka bila you sanggup susah demi i. contoh :
(a)Walking in the rain dengan i
(b)Sanggup teman i kalau i tak boleh tidur
(c)Hantar i pegi tuition ^^
3.I suka you pujuk i kalau i tengah merajuk
4.I suka you cerita cita lawak, suka gelak dengan you ^^
5.I suka lepak dengan you, rasa macam kita conquer dunia doh haha.
6.I suka bila you taknak lepaskan i when i say goodbye.
7.I suka bila you cakap 'i love you' . I LOVE YOU BIE ♥

See the difference? I LOVE YOU BABY

Congrats

If hurting me was your aim, well jackpot baby !
THANKS

9 Years

New song peeps ! Mirin buat sendiri kot . Cehh poyo je . padahal da lama da buat lagu ni .
Just nak upload today . The title is '9 years' . The song means a lot to so as the person i dedicate it to.
Screw up at the ending there but hey it alright . Im happy with it :)

The lyrics goes like this

Girl you're like a drug that keeps me coming back for more
But in the end all that i can see is sorrow
Sadly, how i wish i never met you girl.
But you surprisingly turn out to be the world

To hold you in my arms turns everything around to dust
Now i am left with nothing but a broken trust
Now in my room all that i can picture
Being with you in time it will all disappear

Do you remember the times when you told me its not the end?
You said your words to take me out of this land
9 more years and still in counting
Spread our love until the morning

On that bus where i met your eyes
For the first time in my life i saw a girl with no price
Things were cool until it gets shaken up
To really love you im simply aint giving up

Do you remember the times when you told me its not the end?
You said your words to take me out of this land
Remember me when you act like you dont care
Remember me when i shouted in despair

Sorrow is the only thing i need
Without it girl my life is incomplete
With you in the dark its simply shining
Spread our love until the morning

Do you remember the times when you told me its not the end?
You said your words to take me out of this land
9 more years and still in counting
Spread our love until the morning

Do you remember the times when you act like you dont care?
Remember me when i shouted in despair
9 more years and still in counting
Spread our love until the morning

9 more years and still in counting
9 more years and still in counting
9 more years and still in counting

The end

I LOVE YOU BABY <3